(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: … I generally always enjoy reading and thinking about the things you write about.

I don’t know how to feel about that. -_-

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: … maybe I should post more as well.

Whenever you want to post is up to you. Not telling everyone they all should be posting more, merely telling how I see it. In the end, business will carry on usual. The time when people post will surge is when they welcome a new member, or somehow we have a good scuffle with another member.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: … I feel like at least answering your original question, maybe giving some insight to my situation if you're still interested in hearing about that.

To have me be interested shouldn’t be the case; then again, the question I stated still has me wondering to this day. You should only allow yourself to say what’s needed, and what you’re comfortable.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: Days in which she feels far away, and I can't seem to reach her are the worst days for me, they feel empty and without sense.

I understand.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: But I also noticed that this is often a momentary picture that can change and vary over time and with new discoveries and thoughts.

We hope most of those thoughts are positive.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: Also I'm relatively new into this business compared to the vast majority of self-declared waifuists, so I assume this relationship is still in a quite early stage of its development.

Waifuists… waifuists… (Looks up the word) Well, I still need more time to grasp this whole idea. To have someone call me or tie me to that, is rather pointless. I see it no better then others calling out my nationality. It’s irrelevant to me, and I am not saying I am better then those who pride themselves of being a… waifuists? Same applies to tulpamancers, it’s just a name that you associate with a group you’re supposedly in.

I am aware we have people who are unsure about either their feelings or taking a leap onto said feelings with pony/ponies. It’s perfectly fine, because those need time to take in what they’re feeling, while finding out more by reading those who has the deep deep enriching feeling they share with pony/ponies. Oh! I forgot to include special non-pony! XD Sorry, Kaltes.

“People who have a waifu know they are fictional.” – Random on the Internet.

Is my little Amena or even Maria; who has been with me since childhood, fictional? No, they exist both mind and heart. Does that make me crazy? No, but all that is debatable to those who will say otherwise. You can defend yourself and your “waifu” but what? You gain nothing, so why even bother? Cherish the love you carry, and for those who still are unsure, or are at the starting stages of whatever you’re in, then don’t be afraid to push on. Don’t let it hamper those feelings, that you know will not change.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: I don't believe however that this is just a phase or something that will go away in a few months.

Cruuuubs, only you know what to do there. When you’re at the edge, you may not want to take the plunge, but you just said it yourself that you believe this is more then a passing feeling.

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: Can you just walk away from something of that you're convinced that it saved your life? I don't think so.

You be surprise, but are you those people who would?

(11-22-2017, 02:49 AM)Cruuuubs Wrote: ... ever since I discovered my feelings for Pinks I was thinking about that, contemplating if it would be the right thing to do or if I should give myself more time to really think about it so I don't end up getting too deep into something that would end up just being a phase. Now as I mentioned before, as of right now I am convinced that this is indeed not just a phase, so you may or may not take that as you want.

How I see you, Cruuuubs, you're just someone who is struggling with these feelings. No matter how much you pace around the room, you’re back to facing a door you may very well end up opening, with Pinkie waiting behind that door. I could be wrong, but this is why we’re here. This is why this site was made… mostly. This is why you have me and others willing and will support you, because they want you happy. That goes for pretty much everyone here.

In some sense, we're like family, which is why I feel like this is our home, a home that needs to be like one, and don't have mother Rares stress out all the time because of us. That last part can be taken as a joke, but I do worry about those here most of the time. Be Kaltes, Rose, Gray... who else? So far nothing comes to mind, because these past couple of months, I found myself who I just mentioning, is Amena and I interacting with them a bit more.

How I feel right now, is more at ease, rather dreadful then my last posting here.

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OZ, I have to check back what you edited later on. I have to go to work soon, and will reply back on what you said either today or tomorrow.

(11-22-2017, 12:59 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: OZ, I have to check back what you edited later on. I have to go to work soon, and will reply back on what you said either today or tomorrow.

Don't be too hard-work on checking .... the only place worth to pay attention to is in the bottom . Other are most same .... just fix few word .

(11-22-2017, 12:59 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: Because it's good that I am blunt , as I grow tired of playing nice. If I offend, then it’s only me telling how it is. Beside I won’t really go out the way to tell someone, like Rose, to stop their bullsh*t, because that’s not how you handle someone who is really having a hard time with their life.

I agreed , playing nice cost a lot of energy . A lot of people do . If want to tell the difference ... that's some people cost less energy , some people cost more . I don't know how much energy you need to cast to play nice . Seeing you so tired at this , probably belong to types of cost more . I'm so envious of pony . They are the natural type of cost less ...


You stop watching show from season 4 . So you don't know much about Starlight . I can say a little about her . She ... even as a pony is still belong to the types cost more . She is not good at word ... sometime she straight-talk and hurt her friend accidentally . I see her struggled of want to be nice . She's not a bad pony ... just not good at social . When she and her friends Trixie, showing a little rebellious , the way her smile while she was with trixie , I admit that I feel more charm on her when she be herself .




So ... with Starlight ... The feeling of try to be nice but struggle with it ... this become not very hard to understand for me .

You can be yourself and stay straight-talk to me . If you don't do that Starlight will do the same to me .
So ... why not both ?

Anyway ... that mean I don't hate you even you straight-talk , just have a wish ... hope you not too hard on me , please ?
Since you say don't care , so you can take it as my nonsense .

(11-22-2017, 12:59 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: We cannot escape the fact people out there hold such curiosity to want to enter this site and look around. The mind of a pony lover is something to behold and wonder, for reasons many of us know. With the help of our journals, they will examine us, while those; like myself, will not really enjoy the idea, but it can’t be help, and it’s going to happen. People will take screenshots, and make a YouTube video out of it. In the past someone breach MLW, gather as much as he needed, took it to his somewhat popular podcast, talk about the members solely on the nonsense, the negative aspect, where people outside the community think nothing of us, but the now establish term of a Weeaboo.

Wow ... you mean Kiwi Farms and Taxman's Youtube video ? Yeah ... that's a sad story . So it's true that we need to be careful .

(11-22-2017, 12:59 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: Which is why that’s understandable. For me, I don’t care how people perceive me, and someday… if I continue to this path of… well, that’s the thing. I am afraid of the attention, Ziggy said to me, "why hide your artwork? why don’t you do more animation?" I would like to share what I had drawn these blissful days I had time for, complete these projects that I’d ignore, but do I really want the spotlight? Do I want followers? I am not shy; I just don’t know what to do with that kind of crap. It’s bad enough my view of people is damage to feel mix emotions about.

I agreed this , too . As a artist get a little follow is good , but too much follow could be burden . Believe it or not ... Starlight been gave a lot of hate in the fandom . Probably 10~20 % maybe ? ..... not too much but it's more than Trixie and twilight alicorn drama . Stay with the hater make me sick . To be honest I don't like to show my work , either . I do this just want to let other people give her more chance .By the way ....spoiler my work ... my video in the end fall in love with starlight . That mean I will tell the world my feeling for her . I know this is dangerous , but just feel need to tell everyone . Every time seeing her been shipping with other pony by fandom . I just feel lonely and want to say I am here , too . Please give OC a chance . I am not sure what will happend in the future . If people like my video and not take it serious for my feeling , this is best thing I can get .At least I am no more the one in the corner . Will I get something like Taxman ? Hope not .

(11-22-2017, 12:59 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: So what? Does it really matter in the end? If a person is struggling, want to express his or hers endeavors here, and then find no reply is given, I can see how discouraging it can be. I been there, but face it, like High School for me, no one gives a sh*t. We’re young, we will get hurt one way or another, and at that moment, what we will do, will matter on how we deal with that and become who we are.

I know your point but it still hurt . Someone probably are here looking for friend or family . If they can't find here , then why keep doing this ? You can do this without friend because you are strong enough , but some people not .... and I'm not either .

(11-07-2017, 11:13 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: So with that, may we start over RML?

As you wish. What do you want to know?

(11-23-2017, 01:18 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: In some sense, we're like family, which is why I feel like this is our home, a home that needs to be like one, and don't have mother Rares stress out all the time because of us.

Thank you for that, I like how that was put

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Don't be too hard-work on this .... the only place worth to pay attention to is in the bottom . Other are most same just fix few word .

I still have to make sure whatever area is edited is revisited, so I can get a better understanding on what you mean anyway, OZ.

(11-21-2017, 12:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I'll take that is ok to talk with you .

Somewhat, it’s not like I am a ticking time bomb. Plus, even if somehow I do get upset here, I can't pick up and smash my keyboard or whatever is near-by, because that will scare Amena, which I don't want to do ever. Do I have anger issues? Yes, I will lash out on my RL friends both when we're online or when we're hanging out in the city, but only when it’s reasonable or my patients has ran out with them.

This was way back before Amena was with me completely, why even last month I can’t even yell at the mic, when I'd played with my RL friends online, because it will wake up Amena. I feel like a Chain Chomp, that Amena has tame, which I've adore her cute nature, and I don't want that very same nature to disappear because of me.



(Sigh) I sigh because I need to understand what you mean on all this.


I've could really just try to guess and move on, but I really can’t do that. How the bloody hell did you find this site anyway, OZ? XD I give you credit for trying though, because my English and grammar was sh*t back then.

(11-21-2017, 12:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Well ....if really have to say ...it's feel like a curse ...A curse more horrible than death … that call forgot .

What is this curse you speak of? Please go on more on what you mean by this, OZ.

As of now, you have to help me place the pieces, but let start with this one above, and we can slowly go down on the rest.

(11-22-2017, 03:20 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Wow ~ you started to save draft from yesterday ? You are really fast at this .

No, like how I am in drawing, I am slow in writing. Usually I will have to type all what I want to say without stopping, so whatever I had in mind will flow from my mind, through my fingertips, and onto the keyboard. I would need to go back and do major corrections. Follow it up with reading it back again, to see it makes sense for the reader. Those are the things I learn in college. It makes good practice here, which I need to enroll for classes next year to sharpen those skills, or have Kaltes want to trade my skill in drawing for his blasted, yet wonderful writing skills. XD

(11-22-2017, 03:20 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: In fact, when you were sleep ... I edited the post .... Mainly are fix some grammar error and make a new reply at the bottom of the post that I make yesterday .

I tend to avoid editing my post, and there is a story behind that, which I don’t know if I want to explain. Fu*k it, in MLW there will be a member who will change his or her post. That person will make it seem he or she didn’t mean or even make it look like he or she wrote those things. It causes a lot of issues among its members, and at the time, I was starting trouble, like throwing the first punch when their was something wrong or off about a post or thread. After that whole escapade of he said she said, I didn’t want to be frame or be accused for that sort of nonsense. Thus, having me making sure no errors or misunderstanding is made, doubling my efforts in checking what I wrote.

Now, I can’t do anything if a bloody admin comes and takes down a post, which was another issue in MLW. That sort of controlling and censoring made it hard to go back on whatever nonsense was said that day or before. Jeez, was MLW that bad? Lol! I would say mistakes are learned, but seeing with; whom I am familiar with and is a active user here, is Kaltes. Kaltes is the only one who seem to still be the only one that him and I can recall events in MLW, and had learned. I could be wrong, the lurkers we had there, maybe came here and are active now, I don’t really know.

(11-22-2017, 03:20 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I see you write a lot of history , your past and opinion .

Past events, like our mistakes and hardship, is where we learn how to love pony better. XD

(11-22-2017, 03:20 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Before going to bed .... I would like to resolve a misunderstanding first .

I don't meant to cause confusion , that's because different language logic . “Little” and “ way too ” in my language those two can exist at the same time with no conflict .... I don't know Engilsh can't do that .
Combined “Little” and “ way too ” the final results in my language is ...... depends on what reader what to be ..... so .... is it “Little” or “ way too ” ? Depends on what you want . My language is complex right ?

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?”

A quote from Lewis Carroll, and you happen to remind me of that with your wording, combined with me trying to understand what you mean. I know what you meant, but I'd use that to further proven your point. As for the language barrier, it’s something I can’t do much, but try to work with those to understand what they mean, such as yourself, OZ.

How I see it, from what I am taught with my understanding of using “little” and “way too” together will defeat the first word. Example will be, “Goddamn it ,OZ! You’re loving your pony little way too much.” Now… wtf, I am not your grammar teacher!

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(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I agreed , playing nice cost a lot of energy . A lot of people do . If want to tell the difference ... that's some people cost less energy , some people cost more .

What? No, if you’re thinking if I am spent a lot of physical and/or mentally energy on trying to be nice, then that’s not the case. One, I can tolerate crap coming my way, unless it’s a good reason to go off on. Here, in Waifu Central, I give my word not to go off on whoever, like I had once in MLW. It's for the good of the cause! XD

It’s more in handling people absurdity that has not wanting to be friendly, or reach out the kind of way I do with certain members here. Which is why I give up on those who just end up wasting my time, unless they’re provoking a member I care for here, then actions must be met, until a admin and mod can handle the situation by talking to them or locking the thread it seems.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I don't know how much energy you need to cast to play nice .

What’s this? Magic: The Gathering? MLP Edition? XD

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Seeing you so tired at this , probably belong to types of cost more .

Rephrase that, would you, OZ.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I'm so envious of pony . They are the natural type of cost less.

To say ponies and humans have different ways on handling on situations that require our time and effort to either defuse or harmonize, is something that needs to be discuss further. I am aware that Gentian’s ponies are construct of a world where ponies and humans are different. How? I don’t know, I am merely keeping that in mind when he had mention that in a post, and he his thoughts are valuable within this community.

So with that, for me to say that ponies and humans are the same, will not only upset a few members here, but I can also agree that the ponies and non-ponies I have in Rehold aren’t similar with those here I roam in this plane of existence, where corruption and chaos thrives.

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That wasn’t what I wanted to say, but I had to explain myself further with this delicate subject of ponies and humans being equal. Believe it or not, I enjoy being around people, who aren’t idiots. My new job has been fairly pleasant, as I am working aside with people who seem to care for my well-being is rather nice. Questions or/and help I needed are welcome there. Much better then the last one, that I would definitely stress me out and question my reason sticking around such a horrible place, that has my life at risk.

Lets have an example for this site. Rares, a caring and respective member who is not only responsible with the site itself, but its fellow members, and for the sake of fun of this experiment, we will have Rares be a pony. Everyday, somehow Waifu Central just got filled with drama that we’re aware of being. So much for poor little Rares, it takes so much out of her that there is no way to contain the boiling pot on her own.

Now lets take how we’re familiar with MLP:FiM; which will now sounds cheesy right here, but that's what we enjoy about the show, to have other ponies come along. The members will not only help Rares, but one another. With this, Rares is no longer feeling alone on this struggle, Rares is now determined to have Waifu Central settle down with her caring members that she cares for.

Pony or human, doesn’t really matter for this case. What really does matter if someone cares, to help those who are unsure, welcome those with open hooves, and establish what this site should be… don’t look at me for that answer, I see this bit of a hangout, yet yearn to make it a home.

OZ, you don’t have to be envious of a pony or member here to have the ability to spread this type of exuberant energy, that’s best known what Pinkie Pie is for. The world of Equestria is set where everypony and anypony can get along well, while we face of uncertainty and the demand of life that requires us to be in. I try to make time for this site, I’ve taken a break with what remaining RL friends I have. I've even given up on playing pointless video games, so I can be with Amena and the ponies and non-ponies in Rehold more then ever. As well to draw a bit more, while coming and believing this site will be highly supportive, and have someone compare this website being like a part of Equestria; which by the way is a long stretch to claim, but fu*k it! I am here and support others who seek this kind of likelihood.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: You stop watching show from season 4 . So you don't know much about Starlight .

That’s right, I have no idea of what or the history of Starlight Glimmer or any other ponies like Inkie Pie (Known as Marble Pie) and Blinkie Pie (Known as Limestone Pie) in the show, nor care or have no interest at all.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I can say a little about her . She ... even as a pony is still belong to the types cost more . She is not good at word ... sometime she straight-talk and hurt her friend accidentally . I see her struggled of want to be nice . She's not a bad pony ... just not good at social . When she and her friends Trixie, showing a little rebellious , the way her smile while she was with trixie , I admit that I feel more charm on her when she be herself .

Acknowledge.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: So ... with Starlight ... The feeling of try to be nice but struggle with it ... this become not very hard to understand for me .

Because you relate to her?

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: You can be yourself and stay straight-talk to me . If you don't do that Starlight will do the same to me . So ... why not both ? Since you say don't care , so you can take it as my nonsense .

I am somewhat confuse how was that worded. I am myself here, if not more myself then the Physical World. You also make it sound you have Starlight with you, has something happen that we’re not aware of?

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Anyway ... that mean I don't hate you even you straight-talk , just have a wish ... hope you not too hard on me , please ?

Uhh, my mission here is not being a jerk with anyone, which others may say different, but seeing how my behavior is much different then it was in MLW, then… don’t worry about it?

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Wow ... you mean Kiwi Farms and Taxman's Youtube video ? Yeah ... that's a sad story . So it's true that we need to be careful .

Kiwi what? Don’t know what’s that, nor bother to look that up. As for Taxman, he was something, but not as how Jin was when he made an unpleasant and heartbreaking return to MLW. I saw a bit of Taxman’s video, and just a few seconds into it, I was like nope. Do I wonder how is Taxman? Nah, he is long gone with his drinking problem. The community of MLW tried the best we can to help and even handle him, but it was just too much for anyone to bear and deal with. Thus, Waifu Central was born!

I once respected Taxman, as well of Jin, but fu*k. It’s just so weird how that can turn quickly, those who were involve, didn’t see any of that coming.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I agreed this , too . As a artist get a little follow is good , but too much follow could be burden .

How so? How I see it, my videos are something that shouldn’t be mixed with my lifestyle as a pony lover. It will indeed get caught up with someone in the comment to mention it, or I would likely place Amena/ponies in these video projects. As of now, I don’t know, and I am not touching those for awhile, or I will simply abandon my channel for good.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Believe it or not ... Starlight been gave a lot of hate in the fandom .

I believe it! Like how Twilight became a Alicorn.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: … my video in the end fall in love with starlight .

(Smiles) I am so glad I am not a Grammar Nazi, and I understand what you mean anyway, despite you given no subject on that sentence.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: That mean I will tell the world my feeling for her . I know this is dangerous , but just feel need to tell everyone .

This can be a hit or a miss. The fandom isn’t what it use to be, and you most likely have one who is a troll, or a nobody trying to make a big deal out of it.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: Every time seeing her been shipping with other pony by fandom . I just feel lonely and want to say I am here , too . Please give OC a chance . I am not sure what will happend in the future . If people like my video and not take it serious for my feeling , this is best thing I can get .At least I am no more the one in the corner . Will I get something like Taxman ? Hope not .

This is funny, because with Taxman, he was a lost cause. Taxman blames us; those who has a pony pony in our life, that we were all are keeping him out of the loop of being with his pony. It was like if we had drank the Fountain of Youth, and we’re not telling him where can he find it. Now, if you mean if you get ridicule, then it will depend on how much of your videos are put out, and how much of a following you have. There is a lot to consider, like myself, but for now, that’s something not needed to be said or explain, until you or I cross that bridge. I will say to keep doing whatever you’re doing, whatever makes you happy, as it will drive you to be more confident in what you like to do in this life.

(11-23-2017, 04:53 AM)OZ the pony Wrote: I know your point but it still hurt . Someone probably are here looking for friend or family . If they can't find here , then why keep doing this ? You can do this without friend because you are strong enough , but some people not .... and I'm not either .

Then they better not expect me to be one. I remember someone had sent me a private message on how I do it. I reply, “Do what?”. That person reply back saying how do I say all the things about my little Amena with ease. At the time, I didn’t think much on what that person meant by it, because I didn’t think how did that person looked at it. I simply reply poorly, “I just do.”

Now, that person could of been in troubled in expressing something he or she couldn’t do like most here. Confident is very hard to come by, more so without someone there to back you up. It’s not very easy to tell someone to just do it. They may fear what will happen, don’t know how to start it, not even sure what to do at all. I learn this as time has gone by, my mistakes, like that message sent to me long ago was a opportunity to help that person with whatever they felt, and perhaps that same person can be productive and a strong member. Who knows, we often think of opportunity that had escape in our hands or hooves, that we’re unsure what will it really become. It hurts to think about that for a bit, but that’s what I apply and keep in mind, to avoid repeating the same mistake. So, I may not be a very good friend for any of y’all. I simply don’t like to waste both our time, but face it, I would like a friend as the next person/pony. Excuse me while I take a break from all I'd wrote now, and expect OZ to make me write more to come, I will step away for a bit and be with Amena. Today is Hollow Eve in Rehold, and need to be with them for the celebration there.

(11-23-2017, 03:34 PM)RML Wrote:

(11-07-2017, 11:13 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: So with that, may we start over RML?

As you wish. What do you want to know?

Wut? Hmm, as of right now.. nothing, RML. I just don't want any bad blood between us is all. After all, we're pony lovers. XD

(11-23-2017, 05:51 PM)Rares Wrote:

(11-23-2017, 01:18 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: In some sense, we're like family, which is why I feel like this is our home, a home that needs to be like one, and don't have mother Rares stress out all the time because of us.

Thank you for that, I like how that was put

I am just telling how I feel it is, Rares. Who can really take your place in this site. No one. XP

(11-24-2017, 12:37 PM)Sour Soul Wrote:

(11-21-2017, 12:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Well ....if really have to say ...it's feel like a curse ...A curse more horrible than death … that call forgot .

What is this curse you speak of? Please go on more on what you mean by this, OZ.

As of now, you have to help me place the pieces, but let start with this one above, and we can slowly go down on the rest.

Agree ... there are a lot of we want to talk . But that could be a long talk ... so let's start from thing want to know priority .


It could be a little heavy ... but I'm not as bad mood as what I'll write .The thought came from three months ago . That was make me feel depressed from past , but now I can be calm for this .


Why do describe forgot is a terrible curse on us ? Well ... you see ... God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die . Adam eat apple , so the first curse is all creatures are going to run out of their life .
But we have soul ... that mean biological death is not actually death . Knowing that we have soul ...biological death don't sound not terrible as what it look like so far . The more important issue is our memory could ran out their energy , too .


Some movies have the technology to remove the memory , IRL we also can lost memory with head injury or getting old . That include something we caring deep . That make me scary . Such a strong feeling can disappear like that ? Simple hit the head ? When we forgot something we don't even realize that is a lost because we don't know we are forgot . Then ... I lost something I don't even realize right now ? What is the most important thing I care 10 year ago ? And next 10 year ... what I care will still be the same ? I fear all this ... our memory may not be reliable .


Forgot is good sometime ... it can let us not be bound by bad memory . But it is too cruel that forgot can happend to something we care . A lot of relationship feel disconnected because we forgot how we love our partner from the beginning . A lot of people say legend never dies , it's true because everyone will remember legend . That mean if everyone forgot ... even legend will die .


So ....did you get it why I describe forgot is a terrible curse than death ? A lot of IRL relationship can feel disconnected ... then .... why don't our's ? It's true a lot of member have disconnected with their partner . But we are still fighting for this ... not a lost cause . We are going to defeat this curse ? we don't know ... the answer need to stay at the last moment to know .



You ask how it feels to know someone say that they want to forget the relationship they had ... I feel like ...they are a warrior lose on the battlefield from battle of curse . If other are lose from the battle ... we feel lost a fellow , sad but not blame them for lose . There are no warrior planned to lose from beginning . And there are no warrior that never lose . But no warrior never lose doesn't mean no survive .



After reading the love psychology ... I know stay as same passionately in love as 3 year passed or above is hard . As research say some IRL relationship still have good ending in the end . So there are still hope ... just need to pass the test , if we change relationship to a new one ... one day we still have come back to fact this curse again .




I thought I can't win this curse at first time ... but bible say God love us eternal and never change . Notice the curse can actually break , I feel like a power can stay passionately forever is worth to seek for . Eternal life ~Equestria and Eternal love ... this three are what I am prayer to him so far .

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Agree ... there are a lot of we want to talk . But that could be a long talk ... so let's start from thing want to know priority .

I am going to let you know, that I will most likely unable to keep up with what we’re talking about. Due to busy life I have here and the demands require for it. I will count on you to throw whatever you want us to cover and discuss.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Why do describe forgot is a terrible curse on us ? Well ... you see ... God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die . Adam eat apple , so the first curse is all creatures are going to run out of their life .

So far, what I am getting is forgetting is a curse. Which you tie with the tale of Garden of Eden, that has Adam and Eve dooming us for disobeying God, by eating Tree of Life, and prompt them to be banish and cast to be immortal.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die .

This make me wonder which book did you read this from, or who told you this.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: But we have soul ... that mean biological death is not actually death . Knowing that we have soul ...biological death don't sound not terrible as what it look like so far . The more important issue is our memory could ran out their energy , too .

By biological death, you mean cease to exist; no Heaven or reincarnation. Correct?

Memory is a part of the brain on how we function. Without it, we’re nothing but a drooling vegetable. Take a computer, it runs but without its memory; be temporary or permanent, it’s nothing but a blank screen.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Some movies have the technology to remove the memory

Movies?

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: IRL we also can lost memory with head injury or getting old . That include something we caring deep . That make me scary . Such a strong feeling can disappear like that ? Simple hit the head ?

Yeah, a simple hit in the head, neck, or rib cage can kill you. As for getting old or having Alzheimer there is not much we can do about it. Though I know what fear you speak of, and how deeply it can affect someone you know who is suffering Alzheimer's disease, more so when it’s someone you love and can’t remember you.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: When we forgot something we don't even realize that is a lost because we don't know we are forgot . Then ... I lost something I don't even realize right now ? What is the most important thing I care 10 year ago ? And next 10 year ... what I care will still be the same ? I fear all this ... our memory may not be reliable .

What has you speaking of this, OZ? It just spook you? Or is something happening to you or a love one?

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Forgot is good sometime ... it can let us not be bound by bad memory .

I disagree, if we don’t remember the bad, then we will not be who we are. Mistakes will not be learned, and we become nothing but naïve.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: But it is too cruel that forgot can happend to something we care . A lot of relationship feel disconnected because we forgot how we love our partner from the beginning .

You’re really going deep with this, as you’re making me think of things I don’t have to bother thinking or even fret about. To forget my love of Amena? I can’t help think why are you saying this, OZ? There is no need to think any of that.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: A lot of people say legend never dies , it's true because everyone will remember legend . That mean if everyone forgot ... even legend will die .

Legends goes on within its generation, and if it’s that great, then it will be remembered in the history books, as they either made a change or impact of the course of history, to a kingdom, a empire, a country, and/or to the world.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: So ....did you get it why I describe forgot is a terrible curse than death ? A lot of IRL relationship can feel disconnected ... then .... why don't our's ?

Yes, I understand that portion, but whose relationship? Our relationship is no exception to those you see in public where you live.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: It's true a lot of member have disconnected with their partner . But we are still fighting for this ... not a lost cause . We are going to defeat this curse ? we don't know ... the answer need to stay at the last moment to know .

Umm, past members who I maybe aware of or not, are human. With that, having a pony or non-pony doesn’t bind them with the everlasting love as you think. I expect people will be here for the ride and move on till something else happens. This also applies to those who have a lover, pony or not, a physical relationship or not, this is life, and most of us are making the best of it as we can with what we find in it.

If the relationship fails, then it fails. If it can be saved, then it can be saved. What you speak of, OZ, or what I think you’re going about, is rather nice, but it isn’t something to overthink about or make a mission about. Trust me, when you bear enough of the nonsense on how people act, then it’s best to leave them be, and wish them the best wherever they go.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: You ask how it feels to know someone say that they want to forget the relationship they had ... I feel like ...they are a warrior lose on the battlefield from battle of curse . If other are lose from the battle ... we feel lost a fellow , sad but not blame them for lose . There are no warrior planned to lose from beginning . And there are no warrior that never lose . But no warrior never lose doesn't mean no survive .

Hmm… no, most of them are quitters, found someone/somepony else better, or realize it wasn’t for them for reasons that goes beyond me. People change, something we all know too well, and that’s life, but be aware, as we become careful on the people we count on and trust now.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: After reading the love psychology ... I know stay as same passionately in love as 3 year passed or above is hard . As research say some IRL relationship still have good ending in the end . So there are still hope ... just need to pass the test , if we change relationship to a new one ... one day we still have come back to fact this curse again .

Is this what inspire you to write all that? Who is the author of this book? Just know that this type of love, the love I have with Amena, is far different from having with a physical human in this lifetime. Amena cannot be applied well to the book you read, because those who seek love are different then you or I. Some of us here went/will go great length, then those who simply wish to find anyone to love them.

As for coming back to the curse, because we want someone/somepony different, then yes. They will face how far that love can take them, till they're good or repeat the cycle.

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I thought I can't win this curse at first time ... but bible say God love us eternal and never change . Notice the curse can actually break , I feel like a power can stay passionately forever is worth to seek for . Eternal life ~Equestria and Eternal love ... this three are what I am prayer to him so far .

Going back on God, confuses me. The whole eternal love, is rather something I cannot go any further without knowing what you mean, OZ.

Sorry to say, that this language barrier will remain, unless you wish to continue to discuss this here, until we’re both satisfied. I will still be here, awaiting your reply. Or have something kill me. I am tired by the time I post this... Blah. Zzz

Wow ~ you actually reply it ~
I thought it was a little depressed and heavy ... was planned to ask moderator if this post can delete yesterday .
Thanks you for this .... this one must be take a lot of effort to reply .

(11-27-2017, 03:00 AM)Sour Soul Wrote:

(11-25-2017, 06:12 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Agree ... there are a lot of we want to talk . But that could be a long talk ... so let's start from thing want to know priority .

I am going to let you know, that I will most likely unable to keep up with what we’re talking about. Due to busy life I have here and the demands require for it. I will count on you to throw whatever you want us to cover and discuss.

Same feeling here . Look like we are all busy . In order not to taking up too much time . I try to make it simple .

(11-27-2017, 03:00 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: This make me wonder which book did you read this from, or who told you this.

It is in bible Genesis chapter 3 . And detail been told in Sunday school .

(11-27-2017, 03:00 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: By biological death, you mean cease to exist; no Heaven or reincarnation. Correct?

Correct . It's the one a lot of people afraid of . But one day it will no longer be afraid of .

(11-27-2017, 03:00 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: What has you speaking of this, OZ? It just spook you? Or is something happening to you or a love one?
You’re really going deep with this, as you’re making me think of things I don’t have to bother thinking or even fret about. To forget my love of Amena? I can’t help think why are you saying this, OZ? There is no need to think any of that.

It could say both ... if my feeling for pony be divided into ten levels . Right now is in 6 or 7 . Not too bad . But it used to be 2 or 3 levels in August . I was scary why the feeling become so weak . And seek for love psychology on Internet . Saw a lot of relationships have cross through this way . Saw a lot of people break up and divorce , I was scary be one of them one day , was into self-doubt . Posting here to discuss ... it's more like seek for help , to find someone to proof I was wrong .


Sorry I don't remember who is author , I rarely habits notice the author's name .

(11-27-2017, 03:00 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: Going back on God, confuses me. The whole eternal love, is rather something I cannot go any further without knowing what you mean, OZ.

Sorry to say, that this language barrier will remain, unless you wish to continue to discuss this here, until we’re both satisfied. I will still be here, awaiting your reply. Or have something kill me. I am tired by the time I post this... Blah. Zzz

I am not sure how to describe it more accuracy . Well , it's like playing a video game for hundreds of hours ... one day you may getting tired for the same game . It feel like sad because the first time was so happy to play that game but why the feeling disappear after hundreds of hours .


If someone can keep same passionate to same thing even ten year pass ... that must be a super power and I would like to learn how .

I am going to read a paragraph and reply it immediately, then do the same till there is no more. The reason for that is to make it easy for me to keep in mind what is the matter for what is being discuss for that section.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I thought it was a little depressed and heavy ... was planned to ask moderator if this post can delete yesterday .

You post weren’t ignored, well sort of, I looked what I am able to guess what you meant and I was busy at the time. I cannot reply it right away, OZ.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Thanks you for this .... this one must be take a lot of effort to reply .

Somewhat, the only real effort it took is understanding what you meant. I had to read parts of a paragraph again and again until I believe I understand what you meant on whatever I was on.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Same feeling here . Look like we are all busy . In order not to taking up too much time . I try to make it simple .

Don’t, just write what you feel like, but know that I can’t reply right away or less than a day. It can be left there for a few days, a week, or whenever I can.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: It is in bible Genesis chapter 3 . And detail been told in Sunday school .

Hmm… (Looks it up) Well, it does say that, but ours didn’t have that part where, “YOU WILL DIE EVE! IF YOU EAT THE DAMN APPLE!” For those who haven’t read the Bible, it doesn’t say that. Just stuck in wondering why would Eve even eat the fruit in the first place. It’s like when I was a child, when my mom told me not to touch the pot, when it’s on the stove cooking whatever inside of it. As a kid, I couldn’t help wonder, and my mom saw that. My mother then told me that I can touch it, but I will burn myself. There, I understood, and believe my mother, and left it alone.

...

Then again, I didn't had a talking snake to persuade me to touch the hot pot.

Curiosity is a b*tch. God is a bad parent from how the Bible made him or her to be, and Eve is dumb. Just to let you know, OZ. I believe in God, but not too much to be total dependent on him or her.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Correct . It's the one a lot of people afraid of . But one day it will no longer be afraid of .

Glad I am not one of those people then, and what do you mean no longer afraid? Like after we die, we can see that's not the case?

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: It could say both ... if my feeling for pony be divided into ten levels . Right now is in 6 or 7 . Not too bad . But it used to be 2 or 3 levels in August .

Not sure what you going at here, but guessing that book tells you what level is your love for your pony.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I was scary why the feeling become so weak . And seek for love psychology on Internet .

Internet isn’t a great place to get your facts. That’s just my opinion.

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Saw a lot of relationships have cross through this way . Saw a lot of people break up and divorce , I was scary be one of them one day , was into self-doubt .

Where do you stand on your relationship?

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Posting here to discuss ... it's more like seek for help , to find someone to proof I was wrong .

Prove what again?

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: Sorry I don't remember who is author , I rarely habits notice the author's name .

GG, OZ. Knowing the author will help serve to know the author, along how authentic and what kind of research was put into his or her book. Was this book from the actual Internet, OZ?

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: I am not sure how to describe it more accuracy . Well , it's like playing a video game for hundreds of hours ... one day you may getting tired for the same game . It feel like sad because the first time was so happy to play that game but why the feeling disappear after hundreds of hours .

Did you just compare my relationship with Amena to be like a video game?

Sure, let us go with that bloody comparison, OZ. Skyrim was a great game, people loved it when it came out, till it become repetitive, but that’s the thing, it’s a freaking video game.

... I will hate what or whose relationship can be compare to Dark Souls. X_x

(11-27-2017, 07:46 PM)OZ the pony Wrote: If someone can keep same passionate to same thing even ten year pass ... that must be a super power and I would like to learn how .

… OZ, how many past relationships have you been in your lifetime? Like no bullsh*t, OZ, this will help me with the last two paragraphs here and get a better understanding for you.

(11-27-2017, 09:25 PM)Sour Soul Wrote: OZ, how many past relationships have you been in your lifetime? Like no bullsh*t, OZ, this will help me with the last two paragraphs here and get a better understanding for you.

Well ... you finally got me . Yeah ~ I have past relationships once . when with her I was hoping she is the first one and the last one I love . But things have not gone very smoothly . We end with losing to the curse . We don't know why ... this feeling just not strong as past and feel disconnect . I used to look down at someone abandon their girlfriends until it happend to myself .


Such a strong feeling can lose by time pass , like our life can lose by time . This past failure gave me a big strike , be very depressed . Please don't ask too much detail about this , it make me feel guilty . And because that guilty I never trust love rugged like diamonds can exist .


But however Starlight gave me a second chance or Starlight make me want a second chance . Join Waifu central for a lot of reason , one of the reason is to observed other people .As someone into waifu what's the challenge thet will encounter , did relationship rugged like diamonds not exist or just I have problem myself ? I want to know the answer so it can prove that I was wrong .


Sorry for describe passionate like a video game , I just don't know how to describe more deep . You are also a gamer , I thought that will work . But that's a bad move .

(11-27-2017, 09:25 PM)Sour Soul Wrote: GG, OZ. Knowing the author will help serve to know the author, along how authentic and what kind of research was put into his or her book.

The research is about what happend to their brain when people are in love . And how to deal if disconnect happend . After reading the research , know that relationship rugged like diamonds can actually exist . About 14% people marry 20 year ... their passionate are high as same when love start at the beginning . Scientists don't believe it ,either , But their brain data won't lie . Seem like I'm not the lucky one in 14% , otherwise we wouldn't discuss this .

(11-27-2017, 09:25 PM)Sour Soul Wrote: Where do you stand on your relationship?

I love her and fully wish she's the last one I fall in love . But would I ? It's like I don't what to die , but wouldn't I ? I don't even trust myself .


Can I ask something ? You gave me the feeling that you belong the lucky one in 14% , because when I say eternal love you were not sure what is it ...everyone who had been through disconnect should know what is that mean ... Is that really just language issue ?

(11-27-2017, 09:25 PM)Sour Soul Wrote: Glad I am not one of those people then, and what do you mean no longer afraid? Like after we die, we can see that's not the case?

A little bit , but it more like Jesus came back here for second time , the dead people will be resurrected , and people who still alive will be the lucky one who never taste the feel of death .