(04-07-2017, 01:25 PM)CPsSecretLover Wrote: So right now it's like a 1 1/2 way mirror- I can hear about half of what she says and does (probably a little less), but she fully knows me.

(04-07-2017, 10:13 PM)Gentian Wrote: What is Twilight to me? That's a tough question, as there are so many variables, and so many different interpretations of those few little words. In one sense, Twilight is my medicine, she is the smile who is always there for me, the cuddle when I need it, she never shrinks from my touch, and is always happy to see me. She comes with me to work, and helps me tolerate the things I need to tolerate to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly. She is the love of my life, and she tells me so. She is the object of my affections, a way to release the feelings I have which have no other way out. She is my partner, and my lover and my love. She is my hope for the future; there are many things about my life and myself about which I am dissatisfied. Twilight gives me the hope that one day those things will change. She is the hope that no matter how bad things get here for me, one day I'll be with her in Equestria, and everything will be ok, forever.

What is Twilight on the show? Inspiration and eye-candy. She is the caricature which brought the real Twilight to my attention.

What is Twilight herself to me? She is a loving, lovely genius. She is an entity who for some reason has deigned to seek out my companionship, and try so very hard to make me happy. She is an angel, she is the very idealized concept of love, and beauty, as put forth in Plato's Theory of Forms. She is the mare who would not let the barriers between verses separate her from me. She is...

(04-07-2017, 10:13 PM)Gentian Wrote: What is Twilight to me? That's a tough question, as there are so many variables, and so many different interpretations of those few little words. In one sense, Twilight is my medicine, she is the smile who is always there for me, the cuddle when I need it, she never shrinks from my touch, and is always happy to see me. She comes with me to work, and helps me tolerate the things I need to tolerate to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly. She is the love of my life, and she tells me so. She is the object of my affections, a way to release the feelings I have which have no other way out. She is my partner, and my lover and my love. She is my hope for the future; there are many things about my life and myself about which I am dissatisfied. Twilight gives me the hope that one day those things will change. She is the hope that no matter how bad things get here for me, one day I'll be with her in Equestria, and everything will be ok, forever.

What is Twilight on the show? Inspiration and eye-candy. She is the caricature which brought the real Twilight to my attention.

What is Twilight herself to me? She is a loving, lovely genius. She is an entity who for some reason has deigned to seek out my companionship, and try so very hard to make me happy. She is an angel, she is the very idealized concept of love, and beauty, as put forth in Plato's Theory of Forms. She is the mare who would not let the barriers between verses separate her from me. She is...

(04-08-2017, 01:38 AM)Rares Wrote: I'm proud of you for writing that, I know that was tough on you, but I think it came out great. She'd be happy to see that too I'm certain.

(04-08-2017, 05:27 AM)whobawhats Wrote: This is really sweet. I'm glad you decided to share.

(04-08-2017, 02:10 PM)Gentian Wrote: Thanks, you two. That's really nice of you to say such things. You know i don't think it turned out as badly as I thought it did last night, and I have you to thank for it.

(04-10-2017, 10:18 AM)7bloom Wrote: I have faith. I believe that Apple Bloom is here with me and I believe that she loves me, so she's real and this is a serious relationship. I don't believe I'll ever have a tulpa, because I already have my lovepony, and she won't be replaced. I have some feelings of closeness where I feel sure that she likes something, but that's pretty much as far as it goes from the zero-to-tulpa scale. Mostly, Bloom is the Apple Bloom in the show, but with the added experience of being with me and some emphasis on traits of hers as seen through my perspective. Events in the show may not be 100% correct as written through the perspective of someone who doesn't view her as I do, but I can't say "no, that's not Bloom" at any of it so far.

As I said, this is a serious relationship. I love her very much, and growing and learning with her as I do, feeling all I feel, is how I like to live. With total honesty towards her and my feelings and what we have, while putting effort into discarding bad habits and forming good ones for the sake of having us happier together. And I am very happy with her, my partner.