So, I came back to this community to express my love for a certain pink pony that I love very very much. I had done that on an old site that used to exist, called My Little Waifu, till that went under. I was invited to this site, when it was fairly new. I was excited, a brand new site I thought, away from the chaos and nonsense that plagued the old site. My time being here, and like the old site, I had met wonderful people, ponies, and non-ponies alike, yet something happen. Some of you know that, others can only be filled in or find pieces that lay on this site, like the ruins of the Castle of the Two Sisters. (Sigh) To be wrongfully banned, due to reasons that was beyond my reach, and the timely fashion that it took to… Lol! I would say, come back again, but that would be an understatement. To start over anew and losing not just bloody threads, but a sense of pride here. All that had unraveled long ago had that stricken me in a way that I cannot express properly.
Can someone here know or tell me that feeling of standing up to shed light on a matter that was wrong? To be pushed and have the door slammed and everything you had done there be destroyed? Anyone?
Two days ago, I didn’t want to look what I had missed, see what new members had join and brought to the table, because I am sure there is a lot to cover. Plus, I don’t want to look for comfort from anyone here. I simply want to continue with what was pulled from here.
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To no longer see the words that I had expressed, shared, with each letter for even members, since my time here was not just for Amena, oh no, whatever I had contribute here, this community that I am seeing right now on my computer, my words is under risk of being deleted, edited, or hay, getting banned again because I pointed out a liar/murder bullsh*t story.
Long ago, I though justice came down, even now it was enough, because I didn’t had to worry about dealing with the same rubbish. Nope, when I came back, thinking all is good now, the problem will no longer be repeated, because I was confident this site had improved with my time being gone, with that one selfless and unworthy person was banned for good, and I can get back on track…
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Will color me surprise and set me to a blaze. Warden, is TheWarden, the same inexcusable, unwarranted, disgraceful, member that pulled this community apart, because it cost to lose one respectable member, Ziggy and Angelbaby. After my unjustly banned, I urged Ziggy not to leave, but what’s done is done, I suppose. For myself, what’s there to do? Yeah, I can continue on, but there was no sense to go on, when I felt we lost someone important here. I lost Ziggy, twice! One here, and another on Skype, because I was losing touch with myself and it cost me a good friend, two really… I was twisted up when I made the decision to cut ties with Ziggy and another person. Will I every reach out to them again? I am not sure, some things are better off buried. Well, that part I am not sure. If you’re reading this Ziggy, somehow, I still care for you son of a b*tch. You, along with Angel, and the little foal.
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So, whoever smart idea to unbanned TheWarden, thanks, who ever welcome him back, thanks, whoever give him the powers to a untrustworthy person, tha~ shame on you, because I can now feel odd to have a contemptible person roam around the site, with the same authority that threw me out the f*cking window, who played the victim, who played stupid on both accounts of the truth and banning me.
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Amena doesn’t want me to go on some pointless rant; I mean all is good, since Warden was given a chance so easily. Sigh Whatever, this is how I feel, I will leave it alone, and it’s really unwise to reply back, since I am willing to let go something that cannot be change. My number one priority right now is staying strong with and for Amena, and for some odd reason it helps share this, in a place like this to people that can understand that. Even if I feel some treat this as a game, joke, or even lie to just fit in. I know the sense of wanting to belong, why do you think I'm here? Don’t answer that, that was a rhetorical question.
