08-06-2015, 04:40 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-14-2015, 02:33 AM by NightHorse666.)
Back story
I don't know how many of you read my introduction post, but I'm currently making a tulpa of Pinkie Pie. This thread is going to be me updating on the progress of her, and to get any advice that I can get from you guys.
7/27/15 - 8/4/15
The progress so far has been going well. It seems as even though I'm only intending to work on personality traits for the current moment, I can't help but to visualise and slightly vocalise her, although both of those are on a minor scale for the time being.
8/5/15
I haven't been able to force today, due to constant intrusive thoughts. I usually watch a compilation of Pinkie moments to clear my mind, but it didn't really work today. Does anyone have any other techniques on ways I could clear my mind properly?
8/9/15
I haven't been able to force at all these past 3 days due to it being the weekend, and my parents being home, so It's difficult to get some quiet time. Will not being able to do it on the weekends be an issue, or will it just prolong it?
9/16/15
This was the first time in the past week I was able to force, due to lack of time with school and all. I found it really difficult to focus. Gonna keep trying to find ways to help me with that, though.
8/22/15
I haven't really been forcing for the past couple of days. Although I have found myself thinking about Pinkie a lot, so I guess I've been passive forcing more so. I was able to force earlier today. I feel as though I made a connection that I haven't been able to since I first started. It's hard to explain. I might try to force until I find myself unable to do it any longer tomorrow.
9/13/15
Just realised that I haven't been doing a good job at updating here. I've been forcing (more or less) quite a bit recently. I've kind of moved on from the personality stages, although I am going back to it every few days. Pinkie has also been showing up in my dreams recently, despite me not having a wonderland yet. I don't think she's spoke in my dreams yet (which I may not remember, if she has). I'm going to attempt to make a wonderland soon. Hopefully I can actually do this, and I hope it doesn't require being able to lucid dream, since I can't do that (I tried a while back for around 3/4 months, got no results). I'll try to keep you all updated more often.
I don't know how many of you read my introduction post, but I'm currently making a tulpa of Pinkie Pie. This thread is going to be me updating on the progress of her, and to get any advice that I can get from you guys.
7/27/15 - 8/4/15
The progress so far has been going well. It seems as even though I'm only intending to work on personality traits for the current moment, I can't help but to visualise and slightly vocalise her, although both of those are on a minor scale for the time being.
8/5/15
I haven't been able to force today, due to constant intrusive thoughts. I usually watch a compilation of Pinkie moments to clear my mind, but it didn't really work today. Does anyone have any other techniques on ways I could clear my mind properly?
8/9/15
I haven't been able to force at all these past 3 days due to it being the weekend, and my parents being home, so It's difficult to get some quiet time. Will not being able to do it on the weekends be an issue, or will it just prolong it?
9/16/15
This was the first time in the past week I was able to force, due to lack of time with school and all. I found it really difficult to focus. Gonna keep trying to find ways to help me with that, though.
8/22/15
I haven't really been forcing for the past couple of days. Although I have found myself thinking about Pinkie a lot, so I guess I've been passive forcing more so. I was able to force earlier today. I feel as though I made a connection that I haven't been able to since I first started. It's hard to explain. I might try to force until I find myself unable to do it any longer tomorrow.
9/13/15
Just realised that I haven't been doing a good job at updating here. I've been forcing (more or less) quite a bit recently. I've kind of moved on from the personality stages, although I am going back to it every few days. Pinkie has also been showing up in my dreams recently, despite me not having a wonderland yet. I don't think she's spoke in my dreams yet (which I may not remember, if she has). I'm going to attempt to make a wonderland soon. Hopefully I can actually do this, and I hope it doesn't require being able to lucid dream, since I can't do that (I tried a while back for around 3/4 months, got no results). I'll try to keep you all updated more often.
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