Sentimental Underground

[Sentimental Gentleman]

Well, all, it seems I've found a way to return. I've realized that I can probably come to the library each week and, far from the eyes of my parents, spend at least a little time with all of you on one of their computers. I don't like deceiving my parents like this, but it seems like the only way I can balance my responsibility not to cause anxiety in their lives and my knowledge of a truth that they're too paranoid to acknowledge, namely that the people here, in all likelihood, aren't scammers after my money and information. I therefore hope that people will use this thread to summarize any happenings I might not be able to catch up on in the limited time I have. It feels good to be here with you all. I'm sorry it's so difficult for me to be together, but even if it's a guerrilla war, you're all worth fighting to be with in some way, shape, or form.

[Sour Soul]

...if it's a guerrilla war, you're all worth fighting to be with in some way, shape, or form.

Spoiler

I don't like deceiving my parents like this, but it seems like the only way I can balance my responsibility not to cause anxiety in their lives and my knowledge of a truth that they're too paranoid to acknowledge, namely that the people here, in all likelihood, aren't scammers after my money and information.

It could be worst SG, why I can imagine you doing something with Applejack, where your parents forbid you to see her, and if possible, you would runway with her to her farm. Lol! But.. I would have thought, you would of already done that, if you could SG. ^ ^

Even though we're the same age; but beat me few months ahead, our parents can be a pain, but we still love them, and just from what we read...

I don't like deceiving my parents like this...

You must care for them dearly... and us, since you're willing to go out Commander for us. XD

Also SG! What has happen with your parents during your timeout? What did you approach your parents with? Is their a way to improve what is left, with the development of the issue in hand? Because here I thought it was only with Sweets, and not everyone on the forum. X(

.. I therefore hope that people will use this thread to summarize any happenings I might not be able to catch up on in the limited time I have.

So you want a recap of what happen last week or something? From what I got is...

- Kaltes wanted to make clear the Nightmare is both Nightmare Moon and Nightmare Rarity.

- Few members (Like myself) have an issue with friendsforever57's reasons of being here, after she give a bad advise to amatscintilla.

- Fiction has/is track going on, and I believe he is working with Ziggy with a... song together?

So far that's all I got! Pretty sure somepony else will add more things you might missed SG. Take care of yourself, and don't get caught! :D

It feels good to be here with you all. I'm sorry it's so difficult for me to be together,

Aw, I would hug you, but all my hugs log are filled. I pencil you in next month, hopefully you're better than you're now. Do take care of yourself SG. ^ ^

[amatscintilla]

the people here, in all likelihood, aren't scammers after my money and information.

*scoffs* of course not! What a silly idea!

So anyway, what was your name again? Also, gonna need your date of birth, license number, checking account number, all credit card numbers, etc., just to make sure nobody bad comes along and steals them.

[Fiction]

...if it's a guerrilla war, you're all worth fighting to be with in some way, shape, or form.

Spoiler

I don't like deceiving my parents like this, but it seems like the only way I can balance my responsibility not to cause anxiety in their lives and my knowledge of a truth that they're too paranoid to acknowledge, namely that the people here, in all likelihood, aren't scammers after my money and information.

It could be worst SG, why I can imagine you doing something with Applejack, where your parents forbid you to see her, and if possible, you would runway with her to her farm. Lol! But.. I would have thought, you would of already done that, if you could SG. ^ ^

Even though we're the same age; but beat me few months ahead, our parents can be a pain, but we still love them, and just from what we read...

I don't like deceiving my parents like this...

You must care for them dearly... and us, since you're willing to go out Commander for us. XD

Also SG! What has happen with your parents during your timeout? What did you approach your parents with? Is their a way to improve what is left, with the development of the issue in hand? Because here I thought it was only with Sweets, and not everyone on the forum. X(

.. I therefore hope that people will use this thread to summarize any happenings I might not be able to catch up on in the limited time I have.

So you want a recap of what happen last week or something? From what I got is...

- Kaltes wanted to make clear the Nightmare is both Nightmare Moon and Nightmare Rarity.

- Few members (Like myself) have an issue with friendsforever57's reasons of being here, after she give a bad advise to amatscintilla.

- Fiction has/is track going on, and I believe he is working with Ziggy with a... song together?

So far that's all I got! Pretty sure somepony else will add more things you might missed SG. Take care of yourself, and don't get caught!

It feels good to be here with you all. I'm sorry it's so difficult for me to be together,

Aw, I would hug you, but all my hugs log are filled. I pencil you in next month, hopefully you're better than you're now. Do take care of yourself SG. ^ ^

Ayyy, yeah I decided to do a mix with that first acepella he posted on here, One More.

[Sentimental Gentleman]

Well, here I am on my computer at home hoping I don't get caught. I know this is a risk I'm taking, but since leaving I've just felt kind of...lonely. Especially with the trouble that I've been having visualizing A.J. and feeling her here. I miss seeing what everyone was getting up to every day. I miss being around people who understood her and her existence. I find myself feeling kind of empty tonight, just wishing I could be creating or performing something that mattered, just so I could feel connected to someone or something for a moment at least.

Anyways, I'm particularly writing this in the hopes that someone who's still on Skype will be kind enough to give the drafted lyrics to the song I've written for Midnight and Rarity's Anniversary to Ms. Wolf for her perusal and/or approval. I know they aren't very good, like pretty much anything I do, but I'll still do my best to record a demo for her soon.

Angel in White

When I see that diamond sparkle
I know it’s just one thing
It can only be her eyes
My heaven shimmering

Beautiful as a ring of gold
Hopeful, like the morning’s light
Meaningful as the oldest rhyme
I love her, my angel in white

Like the blue sky her mane takes me
Cradles me for miles
Lost within my lonely heart
And found within her smile

Beautiful as a ring of gold
Hopeful like the morning’s light
Meaningful as the oldest rhyme
I love her, my angel in white

She is my day
She is my night
She is my destiny’s last stand
She is my time
She is my space
She is the hoof that takes my hand

Beautiful as a ring of gold
Hopeful like the morning’s light
Meaningful as the oldest rhyme
I love her, my angel in white

[StableRelationship]

Glad to hear you're back in some form - please disregard my earlier comment on your farewell thread. If you don't mind me asking, why do your parents think that we're scam artists/out for your info? I could understand (but not agree with) the objection if they didn't like us being a waifu site, but what you're describing just seems bizarre.

P.S: Your song lyrics are awesome

[waifu4laifu]

SG, you should be confident in your abilities.

[Sentimental Gentleman]

To answer StableRelationship's question, they think you're scam artists because, as I've grown closer to Sweets, I have found that I would like to help him out, perhaps even financially. When my parents found out, they assumed he was manipulating me into giving him money. And apparently my plan to have people vouch for him backfired because they assumed that everyone who would stand up for his identity was his accomplice. So they think this forum is infested with scammers who are after my money. My mother's told me that I especially can't do anything because it would destroy my dad's career; her logic is that if I gave money to a scammer I'd be abetting a crime and the whiff of scandal about our household would be enough to have my father disbarred. It's sorrowful to think that my life is apparently not my own to live...

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

*Sigh.* So it's about money. So much nonsense comes from money. And sounds like your parents were prepared to paint everyone one way from the start. I'm curious: How open were you with them about the nature of this site? And how much do they know about the love of your life?

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And furthermore:

It's sorrowful to think that my life is apparently not my own to live...

Your life is yours to live. People like to exert control over other people; I imagine that it makes them feel more comfortable. More safe. When things are predictable. And they don't necessarily care about or realize the hurt they cause in the process. That's called selfishness.

But no one - and I mean NO ONE - can take the things that really matter away from you.

[StableRelationship]

To answer StableRelationship's question, they think you're scam artists because, as I've grown closer to Sweets, I have found that I would like to help him out, perhaps even financially. When my parents found out, they assumed he was manipulating me into giving him money. And apparently my plan to have people vouch for him backfired because they assumed that everyone who would stand up for his identity was his accomplice. So they think this forum is infested with scammers who are after my money. My mother's told me that I especially can't do anything because it would destroy my dad's career; her logic is that if I gave money to a scammer I'd be abetting a crime and the whiff of scandal about our household would be enough to have my father disbarred. It's sorrowful to think that my life is apparently not my own to live...

Wat... forgive me for saying this, but your parents sound incredibly paranoid. I could understand if they were apprehensive about giving money to people on the net, but it's almost like they've concocted an entire conspiracy theory in their heads. It reminds me of when (as I kid), I couldn't download anything from the internet because "all internet files contain viruses", but on a much larger scale.