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[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

If I could drop out of high school, I would be sooo fucking happy.

I did, and I wasn't. Sure, I was less miserable in the short term, but I had troubling back-to-school dreams for years that were evidently a sub-conscious manifestation of regret.

My reasons for dropping out seemed good at the time:
1. I hated it.
2. It sucked.
3. Anxiety.
4. I was often out / kept getting behind.
5. It was even less fun while having to contend with increasingly severe obsessive compulsive disorder.

But, from time to time, I kind of wish I'd finished. And then flipped it off and told it to go fuck itself, afterwards.