05-01-2015, 01:31 PM
Well, I suppose I'll post here...not much else to do.
Things are definitely better in regards to my belief in my connection to Nightmare. In fact I honestly feel as though it's never been stronger. Plus I feel like I can hear that echo in my head clearer in regards to the speech stuff now that I'm so stressed.
However, lately I find myself angry and saddened off and on about things, fortunately none of it has anything to do with Nightmare. It's mostly just a pervasive feeling of...being unheard and unwanted. Like I'm always second best. This is just one feeling I just can't ever seem to get rid of permanently.
Things are definitely better in regards to my belief in my connection to Nightmare. In fact I honestly feel as though it's never been stronger. Plus I feel like I can hear that echo in my head clearer in regards to the speech stuff now that I'm so stressed.
However, lately I find myself angry and saddened off and on about things, fortunately none of it has anything to do with Nightmare. It's mostly just a pervasive feeling of...being unheard and unwanted. Like I'm always second best. This is just one feeling I just can't ever seem to get rid of permanently.