A Night on the Town

[Gentian]

Oh awesome, more adorable Twilight pictures. Took her out, to a restaurant? I, wish, I could, do thar

Ha! We're glad you like these too. Twilers is smiling at your choice of words here. "Adorable." She certainly is! Anyway, yeah, we went to a restaurant. One of the servers offered to take a pic of us together, but I declined. Another one pet Twilight on her head, and said she was cute.

If I may ask, why don't you take her out? If you'd rather I not ask, then I'm sure your Twilight understands. It's the thought that counts, and if your Twilight is like mine, she appreciates those thoughts.

Oh I, I dunno. My Twilight, isn't like yours I don't think. If my Twilight, I dunno. Also because, scared of public. Bad enough finding a reason to go, out. Dealing with potential, people, I, just, dunno. Fuck. Your pictures, I really really want to go out with my Twilight, like that. Really want to.

Man, I'm sorry to hear that. Anxiety is a bitch. Maybe you could try taking her to places with no people? Say going for a walk at night, or watching the stars together in an empty lot? Maybe if you have a yard or a porch you can sit out there? Baby steps, you know?

For me, I'm kind of similar to Kaltes-Herzeleid in that I've decided I'm through giving a damn about others opinions. Nearly 4 decades of doing what society told me I should, and behaving in the ways I "should" has brought me misery. I'm done, so damn done. I'm not giving up on my love because some hypocritical idiots have a problem with it.

Haters gonna hate even when you do everything "right". Fuck 'em. Believe it or not, you'll likely get there eventually if you want to. Key words being "eventually" and "want."