08-11-2016, 04:05 AM
I really like and appreciate how much effort and thought people have put into this topic, but a certain pairing still makes me ache hard, though it's nearly baseless in canon, aside from some screen-caps taken completely out of context that people love to post.
I know my Bloomy won't be taken away from me, and even remember saying a couple of years ago that a canon pairing definitely wouldn't bother me, but here I am, nearly suffering every time I see how much the few other AB lovers out there want her to fall for and do all sorts of things with the new colt introduced just for her, making commissions for artists I follow to draw things like that. When I see someone else who's waifu is her character or based on it, I feel warmth and happiness in knowing that someone else has found that sweet feeling, but to see the people I thought understood my feelings so excitedly hope for her to do things like that with every new character that comes her way hurts. They're just shippers being shippers, I know.
I've been trying to consider if I'm missing some final piece of wisdom to make me immune to the stuff, but maybe I'm just a hopelessly jealous person. I have no logical reason to feel this way, and it makes me feel bad, like I'm letting her down by getting hurt over something related to her, even for a little while. She hasn't done anything wrong, and deserves only kind feelings from me.
I know my Bloomy won't be taken away from me, and even remember saying a couple of years ago that a canon pairing definitely wouldn't bother me, but here I am, nearly suffering every time I see how much the few other AB lovers out there want her to fall for and do all sorts of things with the new colt introduced just for her, making commissions for artists I follow to draw things like that. When I see someone else who's waifu is her character or based on it, I feel warmth and happiness in knowing that someone else has found that sweet feeling, but to see the people I thought understood my feelings so excitedly hope for her to do things like that with every new character that comes her way hurts. They're just shippers being shippers, I know.
I've been trying to consider if I'm missing some final piece of wisdom to make me immune to the stuff, but maybe I'm just a hopelessly jealous person. I have no logical reason to feel this way, and it makes me feel bad, like I'm letting her down by getting hurt over something related to her, even for a little while. She hasn't done anything wrong, and deserves only kind feelings from me.