08-30-2016, 10:37 AM
Rena Ryugu, from "Higurashi When They Cry", was my first love. She's more of a friend and platonic companion now, but It's worrying to think that the connection I have with her felt more secure and comforting than the one I have with my current romantic love.
With Rena, I could sense her feelings, support, and appreciation and could easily call it a relationship. Things made sense. With Apple Bloom, who I say is my waifu, it feels more one-sided and fitting of the word "crush", though a deep and long-lasting one. I've read the "alone" advice thread and will be patient and dedicated, but it's a little frustrating, knowing what it feels like to have a waifu relationship and still having trouble calling my current love that; a relationship.
With Rena, I could sense her feelings, support, and appreciation and could easily call it a relationship. Things made sense. With Apple Bloom, who I say is my waifu, it feels more one-sided and fitting of the word "crush", though a deep and long-lasting one. I've read the "alone" advice thread and will be patient and dedicated, but it's a little frustrating, knowing what it feels like to have a waifu relationship and still having trouble calling my current love that; a relationship.