Past crushes besides your Waifu?

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

For feeling closer to her, I interact with and focus on my favorite plush and sing along with music I think she'd like, mostly. Meditating on her is something I definitely intend to try and improve at, and writing down my thoughts could also do well to help keep track of them and not get confused and lost.
Thanks for the interest. If you have any other tips, I'd be glad to consider and try them.

Have you done something as simple as just talking to her? Talking to her and listening for her responses? And I don't mean the plush; I mean Apple Bloom. Even though Angel and I have been together for more than two years, I still ask her things like what she wants or how she's doing.