Past crushes besides your Waifu?

[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

You're right. Comforting as it may be, sometimes, I won't make much progress by relying on the plush. I've had countless dreams of it being places I go, and none that I can recall of actually meeting her, herself, so that should tell me already that this approach isn't right. It can't be a vessel if I'm still having these troubles. Yeah. Relying less on that, and more on the actual spiritual connection is certainly good to keep in mind. I'll try it without the plush, tonight.

It was just a suggestion (of course), but I hope it helps. If you continue to pursue your feelings, you'll eventually figure out what works best for you and your Apple Bloom. Perhaps you'll have that moment where things just click, and you really feel connected.