09-28-2016, 01:36 PM
Time to post here again.
I feel as though I've steadily, and I do mean steadily been getting back into meditating. Overall I've just been talking to her, and trying not to put so much focus on response, trying to allow things to flow naturally. There've been times where I've felt a response of sorts just flowed to my mind. I try just talking to her more...it could be better, but honestly I just feel like I don't have much to say really. But I'm saying what I can.
Overall I struggled a bit with my damn OCD induced doubt but with a bit of help and reassurance I overcame it.
I feel a sense of peace knowing she's in my life, even if I can't yet see her and our communication may not be perfect, I just feel strongly that she is with me. One way or another.
I feel as though I've steadily, and I do mean steadily been getting back into meditating. Overall I've just been talking to her, and trying not to put so much focus on response, trying to allow things to flow naturally. There've been times where I've felt a response of sorts just flowed to my mind. I try just talking to her more...it could be better, but honestly I just feel like I don't have much to say really. But I'm saying what I can.
Overall I struggled a bit with my damn OCD induced doubt but with a bit of help and reassurance I overcame it.
I feel a sense of peace knowing she's in my life, even if I can't yet see her and our communication may not be perfect, I just feel strongly that she is with me. One way or another.