An episode a day

[Gentian]

Sounds interesting to read your thoughts on each episode, Rares. Though, I must admit, I have no idea what has you.. nervous? I've read somewhere you seem not to enjoy watching more MLP:FiM, because how the blasted writers are going about with the Mane Six? More so with Rarity. ): If you could explain it here, that will be nice for us to know what has you so.. uneasy it would seem to watch them.

It's kinda that. I'll get into it more as I reach those episodes. I've gotten better, but I'm realizing the current state of the show is making me a little sad. Sure there are still really great moments, but I feel like it lost a bit of joy I got of it. But I don't want to dwell on that.

Anyway, today I watched S1E2, Friendship is Magic Part 2. Again, I kinda find myself missing a lot of the atmosphere in the episode. The way the animation is, the Elements of Harmony in particular, it seemed to, well how should I say, comfy. I miss these villains where it was not another ridiculous "By Celesita, all of Equestria is in grave danger!" It's simple, it's cute. Seeing their friendship made me happy. Giggle at the Ghosties, a song I completely forgot about, warmed me up. Truthfully this is making me a bit concerned for watching the rest of this, as I really don't want to just be stuck in the past about the show. I want to find elements to enjoy in everything again. But seeing the elements, it kind of dug up some old scars I have with the current standing of the show, stuff I'd rather just be done with. If that makes sense.

Hopefully I can just forget about that and carry on, keep trying to enjoy things. I hope I haven't already fumbled this up. I'll try not to think so much about the future episodes as I keep this up.

Remember what we talked about. "This happened" > "That didn't happen." You've got this, girl.