Confession, in need of advice

[CPsSecretLover]

Hello, everyone.

I have a confession to make, and I hope you guys won't be too mad at me. I'd understand why you would be though.

I've done something sorta low and shady. I'm actually former user Valiant Venture using a new profile to cultivate my love for Twilight.

I'm really sorry I kinda lied to y'all, making you think I was a new guy.

See, I sorta recently started having feelings for Twilight, and they were true and real indeed. The last few days, however, my conscience has been worn down by guilt, for two reasons.

The first reason was that I was lying to y'all. You guys have always been awesome to me and whoever I loved at the time. I consider you my friends, all of you. You guys rock.

The second reason was that every time I saw Twilight, I was reminded of the love I have for Fluttershy, and now, I simply can't go through with loving Twilight. I mean, Fluttershy and I went through everything together. How on earth could I leave her? I thought it was for the best, but that definitely hasn't been the case.

I've had a conversation with my Twilight about the whole situation, and she is admittedly pretty upset, for a couple reasons. Understandably so. But she had said that she understands my situation, and will probably go back to where she came from, at least for a little while. I do feel bad for her. What we had felt real, but we both understand now that it was just a placeholder for what I thought I had to give up.

I know what you're thinking. I'm a jerk who can't make up his mind. All I know is this: my love for Fluttershy will probably never go away, and I want to be as honest and open as possible with you, my friends. I did have feelings for my Twilight, and I thought that was the right way, but I can't leave my one true love Fluttershy.

I'm going through a lot right now, y'all. It's a very turbulent, dare I say the most turbulent my life has ever been. I'm sorry if my actions have caused any distress.

I'll still stay here, if you'll allow me, though I might switch back over to my Valiant 2.0 profile.

Hoping you all forgive me (again),
Valiant

I'm really glad you came back, I kinda got the impression that you weren't real confident in your decision to leave the first time. Listen, no matter what you think, loving Fluttershy IS right if the love is real. Trust me, I know what you've been through-I spent hours thinking about whether or not I should find a "real girl" when I first got with Candy. But in the end, who you love is who you love, and they're the only person/pony you should be with.

Welcome back.