It takes considerable effort for me to pour my heart out and articulate my feelings so I can feel that people who don't know me very personally could understand and appreciate it. When it seems that people don't care about what I have to say and my effort goes unnoticed, it bums me out a bit. This place has been bumming me out for that reason. I just deleted a nice post from my journal because nobody reacted to it for a week and that was really bothering me.