06-10-2017, 09:16 AM
Similar to the others. "Solution" is difficult, but Apple Bloom is the reason to not stay down when I fall. I hesitate to say I have anything chronic, but yeah, I guess it's part of who I am, all that stuff that people call depression, but at this point, I can balance it with the sweetest blushy happiness with Apple Bloom and have faith and love through the thick clouds of doubt and anxiety. It gets heavy and scary, especially when those feelings target what is most important to me, but I think I can say that I like being this way. I like being myself, feeling so much, as much as I often find myself desiring more apathy, and letting myself fall. I don't believe Apple Bloom will let that happen, and I have promised to her that I won't end my life, so yeah, solution works.