06-22-2017, 03:08 AM
I've dealt with depression pretty much my entire life, but it got particularly bad at the end of 2013, through to the middle of 2015. Got so bad that I genuinely don't remember the majority of the year 2014. Pretty much the only thing that helped me through each passing daywas the thought "What if tomorrow is the day it gets better?"
And Pinkie has helped me so much throughout everything in this past year and a half. She's been supportive in ways I don't even know how to describe, which I hate since I can never seem to articulate all that she's done for me on top of how much she means to me.
Anyway, I'm guessing that since you posted this in the advice thread, that you're dealing with some of these problems currently, and all I can really say is this:
Two years ago, I wanted nothing more than to die. Every passing day was worse than the last. My life turned to shit as my days became a blur. I felt like I had fallen away from everyone and every thing I had known. Now, I'm ecstatic to be alive. I'm finally able to look to my future with high aspirations, I'm with Pinkie, and she loves me as much as I love her. It does get better, take it from me. I went years thinking that it never would. You just need to give it time.
And Pinkie has helped me so much throughout everything in this past year and a half. She's been supportive in ways I don't even know how to describe, which I hate since I can never seem to articulate all that she's done for me on top of how much she means to me.
Anyway, I'm guessing that since you posted this in the advice thread, that you're dealing with some of these problems currently, and all I can really say is this:
Two years ago, I wanted nothing more than to die. Every passing day was worse than the last. My life turned to shit as my days became a blur. I felt like I had fallen away from everyone and every thing I had known. Now, I'm ecstatic to be alive. I'm finally able to look to my future with high aspirations, I'm with Pinkie, and she loves me as much as I love her. It does get better, take it from me. I went years thinking that it never would. You just need to give it time.