Forcing with Pinkie π
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(06-26-2017, 11:04 PM)NightHorse666 Wrote: Okay, so we just got done with the first real forcing session in a long while, and let me tell you, visualising like that is a lot more difficult than the passive forcing I've been doing. I have some questions though.
Is it normal to not be able to see more than one specific part of her at first? I could really only focus on her head this time. Is being able to see more just something that comes with time? Also, is it strange that I can't seem to process her blinking/breathing without syncing my own up with hers?

And Pinkie also wants me to voice my concerns about my explanations, so I guess I'll do it here.
I'm worried that I'm doing a poor job with explaining how it is for me, and how far along I am with my progress. The reason this worries me is cause I'm thinking that if I do finally find a way to word it properly, that it will end in another warden-type situation with people thinking that I'm more along than I actually am. I don't want to be the cause of any problems or drama. So if anyone wants to ask specifics on my progress, or how Pinkie is for me currently, go ahead and ask, and I'll try my best to answer. It might even yield better advice for me that way, who knows.

In my experience - which is limited to creation of minor thoughtforms, usually with the intention of releasing them as magical tools, not tulpa creation - yes, it is normal to only get bits and pieces. But I found that by increasing the number of sensory impressions I was forcing could, paradoxically help that somewhat. I would also advise you to be careful with active forcing at this stage. If she's already got some sentience, it's important for you to allow her to be and do as she wishes, and simply reinforce it with your sessions. There's a whole litany of supposed dangers that come from trying to pin her down into what you want if it's not also what she wants. Or so I've read. Again, I've never gotten as far as you are in deliberate creation of a thoughtform.

As for the blinking, and breathing, I had a minor problem with breathing, before I decided it wasn't a necessary feature on the kind of thoughtforms I was creating. So that's at least 2 people with that shared experience. Not really enough for a precedent, but it may give you something to think about.

I, for one am very interested in your progress, and in the techniques you're following. Are you pursuing the methods of any particular school? Would you mind describing a forcing session for you, and how you first started creating her?


(06-27-2017, 10:24 PM)NightHorse666 Wrote:
(06-27-2017, 03:52 PM)Rares Wrote: Okay, so say on a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being literally nothing and 10 being a perfect, successful tulpa, where would you place yourself at the moment, and why would you place yourself there?

I'd probably say a 4, my interpretation of that is 5 is fully visualised, anything 6 and up is imposition and superimposition. Correct me if I'm wrong on that interpretation.
I can hear her, but it's not in the "in the room with me" kind of hearing. It's like when you think something to yourself, but it's her, not me. And I can occasionally see her in my dreams, but I can't see the details, it's more of a really hazy view of her.

Are the other things in your dreams detailed? Do you dream of her every night?
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Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 08-06-2015, 04:40 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Lurker - 08-06-2015, 04:47 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Sour Soul - 08-06-2015, 05:46 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 08-08-2015, 12:12 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Lurker - 08-08-2015, 11:30 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Fiction - 08-08-2015, 01:20 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 08-08-2015, 01:27 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Fiction - 08-08-2015, 01:28 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 10-31-2015, 04:59 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 11-21-2015, 10:19 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Kaltes-Herzeleid - 11-22-2015, 04:54 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Lurker - 11-22-2015, 01:28 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 12-10-2015, 07:40 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Kadae - 12-12-2015, 04:11 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Lurker - 12-10-2015, 08:13 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 10-04-2016, 11:39 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 06-22-2017, 03:15 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Gentian - 06-22-2017, 12:23 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 06-22-2017, 10:16 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Gentian - 06-23-2017, 12:14 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 06-26-2017, 11:04 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Rares - 06-27-2017, 03:52 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 06-27-2017, 10:24 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Gentian - 06-27-2017, 11:18 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 06-27-2017, 11:50 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Rares - 06-28-2017, 03:42 PM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 07-06-2017, 02:39 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Gentian - 07-06-2017, 11:07 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by NightHorse666 - 07-06-2017, 11:34 AM
RE: Forcing with Pinkie π - by Rares - 07-06-2017, 05:43 PM

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