Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Mercyknight]

All this talk of uncertainty and unsureness. You don't know it Kaltes, but it's eerily relevant in my life right now. Is this one more way the universe is trying show me the right path?

I think I may need to go back to the beginning of this thread and read it through. I'm glad to hear things are going so well for you and Nightmare, and now Esdeath, too. I hope you do continue posting here, or at least in your relationship thread so we can keep up with your continuing development. Good luck in your future with Nightmare and Esdeath.

uncertainty is my life in the human world right now. im literally pretty much homeless and have no chance to fix things....

What's going on?

well my stepmother literally doesnt like me. I moved in with her and dad after the job driving big rigs dried up and nothing else came in as a good job where i was living.
she flies into random blind rage days where she just flips out about shit instead of acting like an adult.
last time this happened i spent a night with dad in a hotel, because she had kept us up all night even though dad and i both have work/school in the morning, and when we got back home she was still blowing up and tried calling the cops on me, to accuse me of a bunch of shit.

she claimed i had "assault weapons" in my truck.

I handed the cops the keys and they found things to be perfectly in order and legal.

before they arrive she was repeatedly accusing me of some things i would rather not mention here because they are the kind of things that you simply don't want being connected to your name.

she did all of this, and even had gone back to my room to throw around furniture and trash the place, as well as ransacked the room as if she was looking for something else to start a fight over (mind you to physically hit a desk violently enough that it rotates 20-25 degrees out of position on the carpeted floor that is pretty good flexibility and strength for someone who just got out of surgery on their liver to remove a gall bladder stint)

all of this was done to me, simply so she could get rid of me.

fast forward a couple days in a hotel, dad is talking about moving me into a camper trailer next to the house as it was her idea.
fast forward 2 more days and suddenly she hates the idea (probably cause she finally realized it would put me back near the house)


so now i am sitting in a hotel every night, and to make it worse all of this happens and i get to be depressed about it on halloween... the one time of the year it is Lunas birthday, and the day she and tia both celebrate their birthdays together...

the only good in all of this is that the girls have both been there for me.. and that it has given me time to focus on doing little loving things with luna again.. we literally got to have dinner in ponyville last night before she got to do her usual "nightmare moon" fun and games with the local kiddos there. they even shared a little candy with her, and she sent them some sweets from the castle's kitchen back in canterlot.

so I guess there is some good going on right?