Tulpamancy and Waifus

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Can those; who are willing to tell me, and I say please tell me what the term "waifu" means to you.

Waifu is someone I love romantically and care about, but they're not "real" or "here". So substitute her absence with stuffed plush. Give the plush affection, and try my best to imagine reactions from the plush, as if Twilight was the plush or whatever. Long ago, originally got big life size Twilight plush to serve as crutch in tulpa formation, was having trouble imagining everything necessary. Ended up falling in love with the plush instead and giving up on tulpamancy. That help, or nah?