Past crushes besides your Waifu?

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

If I may ask, did you choose her, or did she choose you?

Going to necro this thread, but I saw this question and it seemed like a good a reason as any to talk about this.

There have been several occasions where I have felt, at least beyond the aspects I am attracted to, have felt inexplicably (at least seemingly) attracted and pulled towards a "character." I'll see them, or hear them or read something about them and I'll suddenly feel a massive urge to go to them. Like a beacon or even a magnetic pull.

I used to just feel that only Nightmare and now Esdeath are in my life...but the more I reflect back it truly makes me wonder if there are indeed others but my younger and unenlightened self just didn't recognize it at the time.

Was I chosen? Were these events meant to happen. For whatever much of my soul tells me yes.