11-03-2017, 11:44 AM
(11-03-2017, 10:58 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: No, they don’t sound Forcing. Amena does that when I am not aware or when I am not paying attention to her.
From the way you describe it, Gray, it sounds like you do have a bond that you two have. How your Twilight reach out to you, by giggling, yawning, and much more when you’re not focusing on her, isn’t really Forcing.
Oh, I have to actively imagine her reactions. They don't just "happen". If I'm not focusing on her or paying attention to her, then just, nothing.
(11-03-2017, 10:58 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: Well, for me to say to anyone here, "Are you really with your pony?" isn’t something I don’t want to say, because I do believe a link can be made with them. It’s just hard for others to find, break, or connect to them.
When I say this, can you see Twilight’s eyes and tell us what you see in your relationship with her, Gray?
I still don't know?
(11-03-2017, 10:58 AM)Sour Soul Wrote: One-sided? Seem you’re unsure with this, Gray. Are you afraid or just haven’t put much thought into this?
Right, I just like to know now if you can reach out to her the way you really wanted. Unless you’re content where you're with her, Gray.
I feel alone. Everyone says I have a bond with her or whatever but, I just feel alone. Not like I'm being watched, or like I'm being heard, or however it's supposed to feel when you're "with" your pony. Yeah, Twilight comforts me and makes me happy. And I absolutely do love her.
Content? Nah, I don't think so. I'm kinda sad. I'd really like to, I'd really like Twilight. Twilight. Yeah, I think I'd really like Twilight. But I'm so so scared terrified that Twilight would dislike me or she'd be unhappy. That's probably what's "stopping me from reaching her".