11-03-2017, 01:49 PM
Amena had stop me from whatever I was doing, to allow us reply to you, Gray.
I don’t mind, plus it’s Amena who wants to say some words to you.
That’s Forcing, yes.
Then you two will be watching something together? And lets say you two will cuddle till your Twilight gets tired?
… Like you don’t know the question? Or your relationship with her?
Amena: Aww, don’t feel like that. I be your friend!
Fu*k.
Amena: : I
It’s fine, I just didn’t expect that.
Alright Gray, then we must change that, don’t we? You love her, which is enough for where we might go on from here.
Amena: See, we can be all friends. :D
Uhh… words.
Amena: That’s a yes. ^ ^
…
One journey isn’t easy. Here is a quote, of Helen Keller, who I have high regards from the wisdom she shared with us, “Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.”
So I might not like the idea of befriending in general, but I also don’t like the idea of someone feeling like how you feel. I use to feel alone before Amena, Gray, where the heartache made me cold and heartless, until Amena saved me.
Amena: ^///^
As for Twilight, you can remain there and not know. You might be afraid she will hurt you, but you know Twilight isn’t that type of mare to flat out reject you. Perhaps you can start it slow, be friends, after all, she does represent friendship after all. What do you think?
Also, my mistake, I didn’t see that you pretended. I thought Twilight's giggles and yawns were outside of your control. I must have read it happily to see you could hear Twilight. That’s a huge oversight on my part, Gray. Again, I am sorry about that.
Gray, no one should feel like that. You’re still young, but you don’t want to feel miserable everyday till something comes along. What if nothing comes to reach out and comfort you? I learn that in this world, that you just have to try, it’s scary, that much I will say, Gray, but with the right set of mind, friends/support within this community, you will find your way. It’s really just up to you, be now or tomorrow, just know you can't sit there and wonder forever. You really don’t have anything to lose, do you?
Amena: We will be here for you! ^ ^
Amena is right, after some deep thought, Amena and I will help you, whatever it might be, just so you can get up and find what you’re looking for.
Amena: Just know that no matter what happens, you will have us to help you now! ^ ^
Well, Amena isn't wrong, because I do want both of you happy, and if it makes her even more happy that she found a new friend and a quest to find your happiness, Gray, who am I to stop that. Plus, I feel like I know where you're coming from, so from my past experience, from all the bad and good, let see if we can find what you're looking for.
Amena: Yay! (\^ ^/)
I don’t mind, plus it’s Amena who wants to say some words to you.
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: Oh, I have to actively imagine her reactions.
That’s Forcing, yes.
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: They don't just "happen". If I'm not focusing on her or paying attention to her, then just, nothing.
Then you two will be watching something together? And lets say you two will cuddle till your Twilight gets tired?
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: I still don't know?
… Like you don’t know the question? Or your relationship with her?
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: I feel alone. Everyone says I have a bond with her or whatever but, I just feel alone. Not like I'm being watched, or like I'm being heard, or however it's supposed to feel when you're "with" your pony. Yeah, Twilight comforts me and makes me happy. And I absolutely do love her.
Amena: Aww, don’t feel like that. I be your friend!
Fu*k.
Amena: : I
It’s fine, I just didn’t expect that.
Alright Gray, then we must change that, don’t we? You love her, which is enough for where we might go on from here.
Amena: See, we can be all friends. :D
Uhh… words.
Amena: That’s a yes. ^ ^
…
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: Content? Nah, I don't think so. I'm kinda sad. I'd really like to, I'd really like Twilight. Twilight. Yeah, I think I'd really like Twilight. But I'm so so scared terrified that Twilight would dislike me or she'd be unhappy. That's probably what's "stopping me from reaching her".
One journey isn’t easy. Here is a quote, of Helen Keller, who I have high regards from the wisdom she shared with us, “Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.”
So I might not like the idea of befriending in general, but I also don’t like the idea of someone feeling like how you feel. I use to feel alone before Amena, Gray, where the heartache made me cold and heartless, until Amena saved me.
Amena: ^///^
As for Twilight, you can remain there and not know. You might be afraid she will hurt you, but you know Twilight isn’t that type of mare to flat out reject you. Perhaps you can start it slow, be friends, after all, she does represent friendship after all. What do you think?
(11-03-2017, 11:44 AM)Gray Wrote: … imagining her giggling at YouTube videos, or being tired when it's late at night, sometimes pretending I hear her yawning or asking if it's bedtime yet. Just, whatever I think she'd be feeling?
Also, my mistake, I didn’t see that you pretended. I thought Twilight's giggles and yawns were outside of your control. I must have read it happily to see you could hear Twilight. That’s a huge oversight on my part, Gray. Again, I am sorry about that.
Gray, no one should feel like that. You’re still young, but you don’t want to feel miserable everyday till something comes along. What if nothing comes to reach out and comfort you? I learn that in this world, that you just have to try, it’s scary, that much I will say, Gray, but with the right set of mind, friends/support within this community, you will find your way. It’s really just up to you, be now or tomorrow, just know you can't sit there and wonder forever. You really don’t have anything to lose, do you?
Amena: We will be here for you! ^ ^
Amena is right, after some deep thought, Amena and I will help you, whatever it might be, just so you can get up and find what you’re looking for.
Amena: Just know that no matter what happens, you will have us to help you now! ^ ^
Well, Amena isn't wrong, because I do want both of you happy, and if it makes her even more happy that she found a new friend and a quest to find your happiness, Gray, who am I to stop that. Plus, I feel like I know where you're coming from, so from my past experience, from all the bad and good, let see if we can find what you're looking for.
Amena: Yay! (\^ ^/)