Tulpamancy and Waifus

[Gray]

I am somewhat running a tight schedule here. I just want to get some insight from Gray, as he didn’t mind discussing how we can start developing his feelings further for his Twilight here.

Reason I said you neednt bother yourself helping me, is because I don't think you can.

Ah, then what kind of person will I be to abandon someone who is not sure, more so if that's not what you really want in the end, Gray.

I just don't want you to waste your time tryna help me, when I can't be helped.

Now is that how you really see yourself, Gray? A lost cause?

Amena: : / I don't believe you're, Gray. : I

Neither do I, you just need some need to get out of that mindset, if that's the case. Someone really hasn't help you with this kind of thing, have they? ( : /

I dunno. I don't wanna wonder and do nothing, but I tried the tulpa formation stuff for a few years and read wizard guides and whatnot. Just don't work for me. So I don't know how you can help me? But, dunno, you're welcome to, try I guess

Amena: Yay! We will do our best. ^ ^ : )

Or die trying. XP

Amena: o:

But really, this kind of thing, is rather challenging, because of the many factors we have to discuss and cover here or privately.

Amena: ^ ^ : )

ahem.

In your journal...

... I have a friend irl that I, do stuff with. Hang out, eat dinner, sex, ect.

I notice you engage sexual activities with a friend. Is this person still around? The reason I ask this is to get a better understanding, as Amena and I are determined on casting whatever negative feelings, that you maybe feeling, away.

Oh, yeah. I've had a few different people offer help and insights and whatnot but, yeah.

And nah, that friend isn't around anymore.