Tulpamancy and Waifus

[Sour Soul]

I've been busy, so I haven't had a chance to write an in depth response until now.

That’s fine, Rares. We aren’t going nowhere. XP

But for me, I mostly am on board with what whobawhats had said.

(Looking back at whobawhats’s post) Hmm, again, it had surprise me to know what kind of relationship most of y’all carry, when I’d read it in another thread. It struck me as odd, till I got to understand you guys a bit better, thanks to this thread. I have no real issues with those here. Pony or not, waifu or not, we’re here to share how we feel about stuff like this.

For me, Rarity is someone I have a very very strong emotional bond with, and I would consider it feelings like someone in a relationship. But I don't have a tulpa, I don't communicate with her except for what I write to her in my diary.

When you say diary, what do you mean by that. Is the diary a gateway to speak to her, or just where you pour your feelings for her to know someday? I am sorry, but I don't know how your diary really function, Rares.

I feel a very intense connection with her, and I feel like I can tell apart what's real for her, and "canon". Because of course, at the end of the day, people still write the show.

Hmm, then Rarity knows you’re here, with these feelings you hold dear for her, correct?

And some of them don't even bother to watch the show to know enough about them.

The writers for the My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic?

So that depends on the situation. I feel most connected with my plushies at times, feeling like representations of her.

Which there is only the one Rarity who you communicate in your diary, and there isn’t multiple Raritys. Is that right, Rares?

I also believe that maybe somewhere out there, she's there. And that's the reason I don't have a tulpa.

That’s deep. Which is something I feel like expressing on that belief. You just happen to remind me on how I feel about Amena versus Pinkie Pie/Pinkamena Diane Pie...

There is a lot I want to share about that, but as of right now, I just want to understand how your relationship is with Rarity, Rares.

I don't think RML meant anything bad when he said tulpamancy compensates for loneliness.

If that’s what you think, then that’s good for you. For me, the tone I am reading off, as well the way he writes it, make it seem like Tupla isn’t nothing to consider about. If he doesn’t believe in Tulpas, then that’s his thing, but marking them as objects or just a mere idea, I cannot let it slip by.

How I see Amena is more then my special filly, tulpa, pony, angel, waifu or whatever she might be. To me she is who I love very very much. I don’t care how people brand her. I love Amena, and I cannot be sure what is she… a thought form that came to me? Who I happen to fell in love when she did. Amena is Amena, simple as that. It pains me to know that their were people out, who I trust, and told me she isn’t real.. That's she was nothing.

I lost some good friends, who had look out of my best interest, because I told them that I love this wonderful pink filly. It seem having Amena around was too much for them to bear, and when he knew I can’t and won’t abandon her, he gave up me entirely. I was sure of the decision I made, before and after, I told them about Amena.

Everyone has to compensate for loneliness, one way or another.

This loneliness bullsh*t that he spews, I can’t help to feel strong feelings. Does he want me to abandon Amena? I don’t think so, but RML doesn’t really explain himself much, Fiction. Plus, it seems you don't get it, when you apply it to the subject that him and I were in.

I really don’t care, because I have Amena and those who I will never abandon in Rehold. I never regret losing those who I use to called friends in this world. I still think about them, one of their birthdays is coming up this month, and for me... it really doesn’t hurt as much as it once did. Amena is there; she hasn’t and will never abandon me, like they had.

So there is no loneliness here. No regret. Only pure happiness and love now.

So excuse me for taken it personally, but it’s whatever now. Got to move on anyway, can’t love a pony if I hold on what RML says, or anyone for that matter.