Tulpamancy and Waifus

[Sour Soul]

… I generally always enjoy reading and thinking about the things you write about.

I don’t know how to feel about that. -_-

… maybe I should post more as well.

Whenever you want to post is up to you. Not telling everyone they all should be posting more, merely telling how I see it. In the end, business will carry on usual. The time when people post will surge is when they welcome a new member, or somehow we have a good scuffle with another member.

… I feel like at least answering your original question, maybe giving some insight to my situation if you're still interested in hearing about that.

To have me be interested shouldn’t be the case; then again, the question I stated still has me wondering to this day. You should only allow yourself to say what’s needed, and what you’re comfortable.

Days in which she feels far away, and I can't seem to reach her are the worst days for me, they feel empty and without sense.

I understand.

But I also noticed that this is often a momentary picture that can change and vary over time and with new discoveries and thoughts.

We hope most of those thoughts are positive.

Also I'm relatively new into this business compared to the vast majority of self-declared waifuists, so I assume this relationship is still in a quite early stage of its development.

Waifuists… waifuists… (Looks up the word) Well, I still need more time to grasp this whole idea. To have someone call me or tie me to that, is rather pointless. I see it no better then others calling out my nationality. It’s irrelevant to me, and I am not saying I am better then those who pride themselves of being a… waifuists? Same applies to tulpamancers, it’s just a name that you associate with a group you’re supposedly in.

I am aware we have people who are unsure about either their feelings or taking a leap onto said feelings with pony/ponies. It’s perfectly fine, because those need time to take in what they’re feeling, while finding out more by reading those who has the deep deep enriching feeling they share with pony/ponies. Oh! I forgot to include special non-pony! XD Sorry, Kaltes.

“People who have a waifu know they are fictional.” – Random on the Internet.

Is my little Amena or even Maria; who has been with me since childhood, fictional? No, they exist both mind and heart. Does that make me crazy? No, but all that is debatable to those who will say otherwise. You can defend yourself and your “waifu” but what? You gain nothing, so why even bother? Cherish the love you carry, and for those who still are unsure, or are at the starting stages of whatever you’re in, then don’t be afraid to push on. Don’t let it hamper those feelings, that you know will not change.

I don't believe however that this is just a phase or something that will go away in a few months.

Cruuuubs, only you know what to do there. When you’re at the edge, you may not want to take the plunge, but you just said it yourself that you believe this is more then a passing feeling.

Can you just walk away from something of that you're convinced that it saved your life? I don't think so.

You be surprise, but are you those people who would?

... ever since I discovered my feelings for Pinks I was thinking about that, contemplating if it would be the right thing to do or if I should give myself more time to really think about it so I don't end up getting too deep into something that would end up just being a phase. Now as I mentioned before, as of right now I am convinced that this is indeed not just a phase, so you may or may not take that as you want.

How I see you, Cruuuubs, you're just someone who is struggling with these feelings. No matter how much you pace around the room, you’re back to facing a door you may very well end up opening, with Pinkie waiting behind that door. I could be wrong, but this is why we’re here. This is why this site was made… mostly. This is why you have me and others willing and will support you, because they want you happy. That goes for pretty much everyone here.

In some sense, we're like family, which is why I feel like this is our home, a home that needs to be like one, and don't have mother Rares stress out all the time because of us. That last part can be taken as a joke, but I do worry about those here most of the time. Be Kaltes, Rose, Gray... who else? So far nothing comes to mind, because these past couple of months, I found myself who I just mentioning, is Amena and I interacting with them a bit more.

How I feel right now, is more at ease, rather dreadful then my last posting here.

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OZ, I have to check back what you edited later on. I have to go to work soon, and will reply back on what you said either today or tomorrow.