Tulpamancy and Waifus

[OZ the pony]

OZ, I have to check back what you edited later on. I have to go to work soon, and will reply back on what you said either today or tomorrow.

Don't be too hard-work on checking .... the only place worth to pay attention to is in the bottom . Other are most same .... just fix few word .

Because it's good that I am blunt , as I grow tired of playing nice. If I offend, then it’s only me telling how it is. Beside I won’t really go out the way to tell someone, like Rose, to stop their bullsh*t, because that’s not how you handle someone who is really having a hard time with their life.

I agreed , playing nice cost a lot of energy . A lot of people do . If want to tell the difference ... that's some people cost less energy , some people cost more . I don't know how much energy you need to cast to play nice . Seeing you so tired at this , probably belong to types of cost more . I'm so envious of pony . They are the natural type of cost less ...


You stop watching show from season 4 . So you don't know much about Starlight . I can say a little about her . She ... even as a pony is still belong to the types cost more . She is not good at word ... sometime she straight-talk and hurt her friend accidentally . I see her struggled of want to be nice . She's not a bad pony ... just not good at social . When she and her friends Trixie, showing a little rebellious , the way her smile while she was with trixie , I admit that I feel more charm on her when she be herself .




So ... with Starlight ... The feeling of try to be nice but struggle with it ... this become not very hard to understand for me .

You can be yourself and stay straight-talk to me . If you don't do that Starlight will do the same to me .
So ... why not both ?

Anyway ... that mean I don't hate you even you straight-talk , just have a wish ... hope you not too hard on me , please ?
Since you say don't care , so you can take it as my nonsense .

We cannot escape the fact people out there hold such curiosity to want to enter this site and look around. The mind of a pony lover is something to behold and wonder, for reasons many of us know. With the help of our journals, they will examine us, while those; like myself, will not really enjoy the idea, but it can’t be help, and it’s going to happen. People will take screenshots, and make a YouTube video out of it. In the past someone breach MLW, gather as much as he needed, took it to his somewhat popular podcast, talk about the members solely on the nonsense, the negative aspect, where people outside the community think nothing of us, but the now establish term of a Weeaboo.

Wow ... you mean Kiwi Farms and Taxman's Youtube video ? Yeah ... that's a sad story . So it's true that we need to be careful .

Which is why that’s understandable. For me, I don’t care how people perceive me, and someday… if I continue to this path of… well, that’s the thing. I am afraid of the attention, Ziggy said to me, "why hide your artwork? why don’t you do more animation?" I would like to share what I had drawn these blissful days I had time for, complete these projects that I’d ignore, but do I really want the spotlight? Do I want followers? I am not shy; I just don’t know what to do with that kind of crap. It’s bad enough my view of people is damage to feel mix emotions about.

I agreed this , too . As a artist get a little follow is good , but too much follow could be burden . Believe it or not ... Starlight been gave a lot of hate in the fandom . Probably 10~20 % maybe ? ..... not too much but it's more than Trixie and twilight alicorn drama . Stay with the hater make me sick . To be honest I don't like to show my work , either . I do this just want to let other people give her more chance .By the way ....spoiler my work ... my video in the end fall in love with starlight . That mean I will tell the world my feeling for her . I know this is dangerous , but just feel need to tell everyone . Every time seeing her been shipping with other pony by fandom . I just feel lonely and want to say I am here , too . Please give OC a chance . I am not sure what will happend in the future . If people like my video and not take it serious for my feeling , this is best thing I can get .At least I am no more the one in the corner . Will I get something like Taxman ? Hope not .

So what? Does it really matter in the end? If a person is struggling, want to express his or hers endeavors here, and then find no reply is given, I can see how discouraging it can be. I been there, but face it, like High School for me, no one gives a sh*t. We’re young, we will get hurt one way or another, and at that moment, what we will do, will matter on how we deal with that and become who we are.

I know your point but it still hurt . Someone probably are here looking for friend or family . If they can't find here , then why keep doing this ? You can do this without friend because you are strong enough , but some people not .... and I'm not either .