Tulpamancy and Waifus

[Sour Soul]

My reaction on finding out how much I had wrote for this post.

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Don't be too hard-work on this .... the only place worth to pay attention to is in the bottom . Other are most same just fix few word .

I still have to make sure whatever area is edited is revisited, so I can get a better understanding on what you mean anyway, OZ.

I'll take that is ok to talk with you .

Somewhat, it’s not like I am a ticking time bomb. Plus, even if somehow I do get upset here, I can't pick up and smash my keyboard or whatever is near-by, because that will scare Amena, which I don't want to do ever. Do I have anger issues? Yes, I will lash out on my RL friends both when we're online or when we're hanging out in the city, but only when it’s reasonable or my patients has ran out with them.

This was way back before Amena was with me completely, why even last month I can’t even yell at the mic, when I'd played with my RL friends online, because it will wake up Amena. I feel like a Chain Chomp, that Amena has tame, which I've adore her cute nature, and I don't want that very same nature to disappear because of me.



(Sigh) I sigh because I need to understand what you mean on all this.

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Well ....if really have to say ...it's feel like a curse ...A curse more horrible than death , that call forgot . People all the world have to fight with this , human forgot thousand thing ... cruel part is .... this could happend to human's relationship .... even our's .... And we will not treated that as a loss . God promise to us we are going to have eternal life . But somehow I want eternal love , too . Someone say God love us and never change ... I don't know how he do it and want the power , too . Seeing a lot of relationship had fight with this , there were good ending , also have bad ending . To be honest , I'm fighting with the curse , too . What will happend in the end probably have to stay at the last moment to know . I prayed to him ...even I lose please let me remember . Like you want to resurrection us .

I've could really just try to guess and move on, but I really can’t do that. How the bloody hell did you find this site anyway, OZ? XD I give you credit for trying though, because my English and grammar was sh*t back then.

Well ....if really have to say ...it's feel like a curse ...A curse more horrible than death … that call forgot .

What is this curse you speak of? Please go on more on what you mean by this, OZ.

As of now, you have to help me place the pieces, but let start with this one above, and we can slowly go down on the rest.

Wow ~ you started to save draft from yesterday ? You are really fast at this .

No, like how I am in drawing, I am slow in writing. Usually I will have to type all what I want to say without stopping, so whatever I had in mind will flow from my mind, through my fingertips, and onto the keyboard. I would need to go back and do major corrections. Follow it up with reading it back again, to see it makes sense for the reader. Those are the things I learn in college. It makes good practice here, which I need to enroll for classes next year to sharpen those skills, or have Kaltes want to trade my skill in drawing for his blasted, yet wonderful writing skills. XD

In fact, when you were sleep ... I edited the post .... Mainly are fix some grammar error and make a new reply at the bottom of the post that I make yesterday .

I tend to avoid editing my post, and there is a story behind that, which I don’t know if I want to explain. Fu*k it, in MLW there will be a member who will change his or her post. That person will make it seem he or she didn’t mean or even make it look like he or she wrote those things. It causes a lot of issues among its members, and at the time, I was starting trouble, like throwing the first punch when their was something wrong or off about a post or thread. After that whole escapade of he said she said, I didn’t want to be frame or be accused for that sort of nonsense. Thus, having me making sure no errors or misunderstanding is made, doubling my efforts in checking what I wrote.

Now, I can’t do anything if a bloody admin comes and takes down a post, which was another issue in MLW. That sort of controlling and censoring made it hard to go back on whatever nonsense was said that day or before. Jeez, was MLW that bad? Lol! I would say mistakes are learned, but seeing with; whom I am familiar with and is a active user here, is Kaltes. Kaltes is the only one who seem to still be the only one that him and I can recall events in MLW, and had learned. I could be wrong, the lurkers we had there, maybe came here and are active now, I don’t really know.

I see you write a lot of history , your past and opinion .

Past events, like our mistakes and hardship, is where we learn how to love pony better. XD

Before going to bed .... I would like to resolve a misunderstanding first .

I don't meant to cause confusion , that's because different language logic . “Little” and “ way too ” in my language those two can exist at the same time with no conflict .... I don't know Engilsh can't do that .
Combined “Little” and “ way too ” the final results in my language is ...... depends on what reader what to be ..... so .... is it “Little” or “ way too ” ? Depends on what you want . My language is complex right ?

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?”

A quote from Lewis Carroll, and you happen to remind me of that with your wording, combined with me trying to understand what you mean. I know what you meant, but I'd use that to further proven your point. As for the language barrier, it’s something I can’t do much, but try to work with those to understand what they mean, such as yourself, OZ.

How I see it, from what I am taught with my understanding of using “little” and “way too” together will defeat the first word. Example will be, “Goddamn it ,OZ! You’re loving your pony little way too much.” Now… wtf, I am not your grammar teacher!

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I agreed , playing nice cost a lot of energy . A lot of people do . If want to tell the difference ... that's some people cost less energy , some people cost more .

What? No, if you’re thinking if I am spent a lot of physical and/or mentally energy on trying to be nice, then that’s not the case. One, I can tolerate crap coming my way, unless it’s a good reason to go off on. Here, in Waifu Central, I give my word not to go off on whoever, like I had once in MLW. It's for the good of the cause! XD

It’s more in handling people absurdity that has not wanting to be friendly, or reach out the kind of way I do with certain members here. Which is why I give up on those who just end up wasting my time, unless they’re provoking a member I care for here, then actions must be met, until a admin and mod can handle the situation by talking to them or locking the thread it seems.

I don't know how much energy you need to cast to play nice .

What’s this? Magic: The Gathering? MLP Edition? XD

Seeing you so tired at this , probably belong to types of cost more .

Rephrase that, would you, OZ.

I'm so envious of pony . They are the natural type of cost less.

To say ponies and humans have different ways on handling on situations that require our time and effort to either defuse or harmonize, is something that needs to be discuss further. I am aware that Gentian’s ponies are construct of a world where ponies and humans are different. How? I don’t know, I am merely keeping that in mind when he had mention that in a post, and he his thoughts are valuable within this community.

So with that, for me to say that ponies and humans are the same, will not only upset a few members here, but I can also agree that the ponies and non-ponies I have in Rehold aren’t similar with those here I roam in this plane of existence, where corruption and chaos thrives.

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That wasn’t what I wanted to say, but I had to explain myself further with this delicate subject of ponies and humans being equal. Believe it or not, I enjoy being around people, who aren’t idiots. My new job has been fairly pleasant, as I am working aside with people who seem to care for my well-being is rather nice. Questions or/and help I needed are welcome there. Much better then the last one, that I would definitely stress me out and question my reason sticking around such a horrible place, that has my life at risk.

Lets have an example for this site. Rares, a caring and respective member who is not only responsible with the site itself, but its fellow members, and for the sake of fun of this experiment, we will have Rares be a pony. Everyday, somehow Waifu Central just got filled with drama that we’re aware of being. So much for poor little Rares, it takes so much out of her that there is no way to contain the boiling pot on her own.

Now lets take how we’re familiar with MLP:FiM; which will now sounds cheesy right here, but that's what we enjoy about the show, to have other ponies come along. The members will not only help Rares, but one another. With this, Rares is no longer feeling alone on this struggle, Rares is now determined to have Waifu Central settle down with her caring members that she cares for.

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And have Gentian go nuts with the Banned Hammer. Just kidding. XD

Pony or human, doesn’t really matter for this case. What really does matter if someone cares, to help those who are unsure, welcome those with open hooves, and establish what this site should be… don’t look at me for that answer, I see this bit of a hangout, yet yearn to make it a home.

OZ, you don’t have to be envious of a pony or member here to have the ability to spread this type of exuberant energy, that’s best known what Pinkie Pie is for. The world of Equestria is set where everypony and anypony can get along well, while we face of uncertainty and the demand of life that requires us to be in. I try to make time for this site, I’ve taken a break with what remaining RL friends I have. I've even given up on playing pointless video games, so I can be with Amena and the ponies and non-ponies in Rehold more then ever. As well to draw a bit more, while coming and believing this site will be highly supportive, and have someone compare this website being like a part of Equestria; which by the way is a long stretch to claim, but fu*k it! I am here and support others who seek this kind of likelihood.

You stop watching show from season 4 . So you don't know much about Starlight .

That’s right, I have no idea of what or the history of Starlight Glimmer or any other ponies like Inkie Pie (Known as Marble Pie) and Blinkie Pie (Known as Limestone Pie) in the show, nor care or have no interest at all.

I can say a little about her . She ... even as a pony is still belong to the types cost more . She is not good at word ... sometime she straight-talk and hurt her friend accidentally . I see her struggled of want to be nice . She's not a bad pony ... just not good at social . When she and her friends Trixie, showing a little rebellious , the way her smile while she was with trixie , I admit that I feel more charm on her when she be herself .

Acknowledge.

So ... with Starlight ... The feeling of try to be nice but struggle with it ... this become not very hard to understand for me .

Because you relate to her?

You can be yourself and stay straight-talk to me . If you don't do that Starlight will do the same to me . So ... why not both ? Since you say don't care , so you can take it as my nonsense .

I am somewhat confuse how was that worded. I am myself here, if not more myself then the Physical World. You also make it sound you have Starlight with you, has something happen that we’re not aware of?

Anyway ... that mean I don't hate you even you straight-talk , just have a wish ... hope you not too hard on me , please ?

Uhh, my mission here is not being a jerk with anyone, which others may say different, but seeing how my behavior is much different then it was in MLW, then… don’t worry about it?

Wow ... you mean Kiwi Farms and Taxman's Youtube video ? Yeah ... that's a sad story . So it's true that we need to be careful .

Kiwi what? Don’t know what’s that, nor bother to look that up. As for Taxman, he was something, but not as how Jin was when he made an unpleasant and heartbreaking return to MLW. I saw a bit of Taxman’s video, and just a few seconds into it, I was like nope. Do I wonder how is Taxman? Nah, he is long gone with his drinking problem. The community of MLW tried the best we can to help and even handle him, but it was just too much for anyone to bear and deal with. Thus, Waifu Central was born!

I once respected Taxman, as well of Jin, but fu*k. It’s just so weird how that can turn quickly, those who were involve, didn’t see any of that coming.

I agreed this , too . As a artist get a little follow is good , but too much follow could be burden .

How so? How I see it, my videos are something that shouldn’t be mixed with my lifestyle as a pony lover. It will indeed get caught up with someone in the comment to mention it, or I would likely place Amena/ponies in these video projects. As of now, I don’t know, and I am not touching those for awhile, or I will simply abandon my channel for good.

Believe it or not ... Starlight been gave a lot of hate in the fandom .

I believe it! Like how Twilight became a Alicorn.

… my video in the end fall in love with starlight .

(Smiles) I am so glad I am not a Grammar Nazi, and I understand what you mean anyway, despite you given no subject on that sentence.

That mean I will tell the world my feeling for her . I know this is dangerous , but just feel need to tell everyone .

This can be a hit or a miss. The fandom isn’t what it use to be, and you most likely have one who is a troll, or a nobody trying to make a big deal out of it.

Every time seeing her been shipping with other pony by fandom . I just feel lonely and want to say I am here , too . Please give OC a chance . I am not sure what will happend in the future . If people like my video and not take it serious for my feeling , this is best thing I can get .At least I am no more the one in the corner . Will I get something like Taxman ? Hope not .

This is funny, because with Taxman, he was a lost cause. Taxman blames us; those who has a pony pony in our life, that we were all are keeping him out of the loop of being with his pony. It was like if we had drank the Fountain of Youth, and we’re not telling him where can he find it. Now, if you mean if you get ridicule, then it will depend on how much of your videos are put out, and how much of a following you have. There is a lot to consider, like myself, but for now, that’s something not needed to be said or explain, until you or I cross that bridge. I will say to keep doing whatever you’re doing, whatever makes you happy, as it will drive you to be more confident in what you like to do in this life.

I know your point but it still hurt . Someone probably are here looking for friend or family . If they can't find here , then why keep doing this ? You can do this without friend because you are strong enough , but some people not .... and I'm not either .

Then they better not expect me to be one. I remember someone had sent me a private message on how I do it. I reply, “Do what?”. That person reply back saying how do I say all the things about my little Amena with ease. At the time, I didn’t think much on what that person meant by it, because I didn’t think how did that person looked at it. I simply reply poorly, “I just do.”

Now, that person could of been in troubled in expressing something he or she couldn’t do like most here. Confident is very hard to come by, more so without someone there to back you up. It’s not very easy to tell someone to just do it. They may fear what will happen, don’t know how to start it, not even sure what to do at all. I learn this as time has gone by, my mistakes, like that message sent to me long ago was a opportunity to help that person with whatever they felt, and perhaps that same person can be productive and a strong member. Who knows, we often think of opportunity that had escape in our hands or hooves, that we’re unsure what will it really become. It hurts to think about that for a bit, but that’s what I apply and keep in mind, to avoid repeating the same mistake. So, I may not be a very good friend for any of y’all. I simply don’t like to waste both our time, but face it, I would like a friend as the next person/pony. Excuse me while I take a break from all I'd wrote now, and expect OZ to make me write more to come, I will step away for a bit and be with Amena. Today is Hollow Eve in Rehold, and need to be with them for the celebration there.

So with that, may we start over RML?

As you wish. What do you want to know?

Wut? Hmm, as of right now.. nothing, RML. I just don't want any bad blood between us is all. After all, we're pony lovers. XD

In some sense, we're like family, which is why I feel like this is our home, a home that needs to be like one, and don't have mother Rares stress out all the time because of us.

Thank you for that, I like how that was put

I am just telling how I feel it is, Rares. Who can really take your place in this site. No one. XP