11-23-2017, 08:48 PM
Some people wonder about tulpas and forcing, how it all works out in the end, what the limits are, lots of stuff. I haven't posted in this thing in two years. In those two years I have started forcing more but in more intermittent intervals (sometimes it's not every day, but when I do meditate it's for long periods of time.) I have flashes, visually, of the mares. It's still hard to properly see them without closing my eyes, partly because it's hard to separate them from the cartoonish nature of the show they come from, and also because my depth perception has always been complete garbage.
However I hear them very clearly, can feel them without thinking about it, and they absolutely react on their own to stimuli where I have my own reactions. Example, a few months ago there was a storm. The thunder woke me up, but it also woke one of my girls up. I simply rolled over, she gasped and bolted upright looking around. I would say that my years of work has given great fruits. And as Lurker has told me in private conversations, we think I've reached a very special and strange point.
If I were to send one of my mares out into the world most call the Wonderland (which as I now understand it is a full sized Equestria with its own social customs and inhabitants that go about their daily life without me every so much as considering them) and ask them to find someone new for me to talk to, they can. Without any thought on my part they will go out and find somepony I have never met, never thought of, and within minutes they will be as clear to me as the other girls. Sound and touch available on arrival, visual when eyes closed minutes later.
So if you're someone struggling with meditation, unsure if it will work, believe me, it does. It may take literal YEARS, hundreds of hours of meditation, concentration, trying out every kind of method in the book, but you can find a way. And if you work hard enough you'll find the most fantastical things are possible.
However I hear them very clearly, can feel them without thinking about it, and they absolutely react on their own to stimuli where I have my own reactions. Example, a few months ago there was a storm. The thunder woke me up, but it also woke one of my girls up. I simply rolled over, she gasped and bolted upright looking around. I would say that my years of work has given great fruits. And as Lurker has told me in private conversations, we think I've reached a very special and strange point.
If I were to send one of my mares out into the world most call the Wonderland (which as I now understand it is a full sized Equestria with its own social customs and inhabitants that go about their daily life without me every so much as considering them) and ask them to find someone new for me to talk to, they can. Without any thought on my part they will go out and find somepony I have never met, never thought of, and within minutes they will be as clear to me as the other girls. Sound and touch available on arrival, visual when eyes closed minutes later.
So if you're someone struggling with meditation, unsure if it will work, believe me, it does. It may take literal YEARS, hundreds of hours of meditation, concentration, trying out every kind of method in the book, but you can find a way. And if you work hard enough you'll find the most fantastical things are possible.