Tulpamancy and Waifus

[OZ the pony]

Well ....if really have to say ...it's feel like a curse ...A curse more horrible than death … that call forgot .

What is this curse you speak of? Please go on more on what you mean by this, OZ.

As of now, you have to help me place the pieces, but let start with this one above, and we can slowly go down on the rest.

Agree ... there are a lot of we want to talk . But that could be a long talk ... so let's start from thing want to know priority .


It could be a little heavy ... but I'm not as bad mood as what I'll write .The thought came from three months ago . That was make me feel depressed from past , but now I can be calm for this .


Why do describe forgot is a terrible curse on us ? Well ... you see ... God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die . Adam eat apple , so the first curse is all creatures are going to run out of their life .
But we have soul ... that mean biological death is not actually death . Knowing that we have soul ...biological death don't sound not terrible as what it look like so far . The more important issue is our memory could ran out their energy , too .


Some movies have the technology to remove the memory , IRL we also can lost memory with head injury or getting old . That include something we caring deep . That make me scary . Such a strong feeling can disappear like that ? Simple hit the head ? When we forgot something we don't even realize that is a lost because we don't know we are forgot . Then ... I lost something I don't even realize right now ? What is the most important thing I care 10 year ago ? And next 10 year ... what I care will still be the same ? I fear all this ... our memory may not be reliable .


Forgot is good sometime ... it can let us not be bound by bad memory . But it is too cruel that forgot can happend to something we care . A lot of relationship feel disconnected because we forgot how we love our partner from the beginning . A lot of people say legend never dies , it's true because everyone will remember legend . That mean if everyone forgot ... even legend will die .


So ....did you get it why I describe forgot is a terrible curse than death ? A lot of IRL relationship can feel disconnected ... then .... why don't our's ? It's true a lot of member have disconnected with their partner . But we are still fighting for this ... not a lost cause . We are going to defeat this curse ? we don't know ... the answer need to stay at the last moment to know .



You ask how it feels to know someone say that they want to forget the relationship they had ... I feel like ...they are a warrior lose on the battlefield from battle of curse . If other are lose from the battle ... we feel lost a fellow , sad but not blame them for lose . There are no warrior planned to lose from beginning . And there are no warrior that never lose . But no warrior never lose doesn't mean no survive .



After reading the love psychology ... I know stay as same passionately in love as 3 year passed or above is hard . As research say some IRL relationship still have good ending in the end . So there are still hope ... just need to pass the test , if we change relationship to a new one ... one day we still have come back to fact this curse again .




I thought I can't win this curse at first time ... but bible say God love us eternal and never change . Notice the curse can actually break , I feel like a power can stay passionately forever is worth to seek for . Eternal life ~Equestria and Eternal love ... this three are what I am prayer to him so far .