Tulpamancy and Waifus

[Sour Soul]

Agree ... there are a lot of we want to talk . But that could be a long talk ... so let's start from thing want to know priority .

I am going to let you know, that I will most likely unable to keep up with what we’re talking about. Due to busy life I have here and the demands require for it. I will count on you to throw whatever you want us to cover and discuss.

Why do describe forgot is a terrible curse on us ? Well ... you see ... God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die . Adam eat apple , so the first curse is all creatures are going to run out of their life .

So far, what I am getting is forgetting is a curse. Which you tie with the tale of Garden of Eden, that has Adam and Eve dooming us for disobeying God, by eating Tree of Life, and prompt them to be banish and cast to be immortal.

God warning to Adam if you eat the apple you will die .

This make me wonder which book did you read this from, or who told you this.

But we have soul ... that mean biological death is not actually death . Knowing that we have soul ...biological death don't sound not terrible as what it look like so far . The more important issue is our memory could ran out their energy , too .

By biological death, you mean cease to exist; no Heaven or reincarnation. Correct?

Memory is a part of the brain on how we function. Without it, we’re nothing but a drooling vegetable. Take a computer, it runs but without its memory; be temporary or permanent, it’s nothing but a blank screen.

Some movies have the technology to remove the memory

Movies?

IRL we also can lost memory with head injury or getting old . That include something we caring deep . That make me scary . Such a strong feeling can disappear like that ? Simple hit the head ?

Yeah, a simple hit in the head, neck, or rib cage can kill you. As for getting old or having Alzheimer there is not much we can do about it. Though I know what fear you speak of, and how deeply it can affect someone you know who is suffering Alzheimer's disease, more so when it’s someone you love and can’t remember you.

When we forgot something we don't even realize that is a lost because we don't know we are forgot . Then ... I lost something I don't even realize right now ? What is the most important thing I care 10 year ago ? And next 10 year ... what I care will still be the same ? I fear all this ... our memory may not be reliable .

What has you speaking of this, OZ? It just spook you? Or is something happening to you or a love one?

Forgot is good sometime ... it can let us not be bound by bad memory .

I disagree, if we don’t remember the bad, then we will not be who we are. Mistakes will not be learned, and we become nothing but naïve.

But it is too cruel that forgot can happend to something we care . A lot of relationship feel disconnected because we forgot how we love our partner from the beginning .

You’re really going deep with this, as you’re making me think of things I don’t have to bother thinking or even fret about. To forget my love of Amena? I can’t help think why are you saying this, OZ? There is no need to think any of that.

A lot of people say legend never dies , it's true because everyone will remember legend . That mean if everyone forgot ... even legend will die .

Legends goes on within its generation, and if it’s that great, then it will be remembered in the history books, as they either made a change or impact of the course of history, to a kingdom, a empire, a country, and/or to the world.

So ....did you get it why I describe forgot is a terrible curse than death ? A lot of IRL relationship can feel disconnected ... then .... why don't our's ?

Yes, I understand that portion, but whose relationship? Our relationship is no exception to those you see in public where you live.

It's true a lot of member have disconnected with their partner . But we are still fighting for this ... not a lost cause . We are going to defeat this curse ? we don't know ... the answer need to stay at the last moment to know .

Umm, past members who I maybe aware of or not, are human. With that, having a pony or non-pony doesn’t bind them with the everlasting love as you think. I expect people will be here for the ride and move on till something else happens. This also applies to those who have a lover, pony or not, a physical relationship or not, this is life, and most of us are making the best of it as we can with what we find in it.

If the relationship fails, then it fails. If it can be saved, then it can be saved. What you speak of, OZ, or what I think you’re going about, is rather nice, but it isn’t something to overthink about or make a mission about. Trust me, when you bear enough of the nonsense on how people act, then it’s best to leave them be, and wish them the best wherever they go.

You ask how it feels to know someone say that they want to forget the relationship they had ... I feel like ...they are a warrior lose on the battlefield from battle of curse . If other are lose from the battle ... we feel lost a fellow , sad but not blame them for lose . There are no warrior planned to lose from beginning . And there are no warrior that never lose . But no warrior never lose doesn't mean no survive .

Hmm… no, most of them are quitters, found someone/somepony else better, or realize it wasn’t for them for reasons that goes beyond me. People change, something we all know too well, and that’s life, but be aware, as we become careful on the people we count on and trust now.

After reading the love psychology ... I know stay as same passionately in love as 3 year passed or above is hard . As research say some IRL relationship still have good ending in the end . So there are still hope ... just need to pass the test , if we change relationship to a new one ... one day we still have come back to fact this curse again .

Is this what inspire you to write all that? Who is the author of this book? Just know that this type of love, the love I have with Amena, is far different from having with a physical human in this lifetime. Amena cannot be applied well to the book you read, because those who seek love are different then you or I. Some of us here went/will go great length, then those who simply wish to find anyone to love them.

As for coming back to the curse, because we want someone/somepony different, then yes. They will face how far that love can take them, till they're good or repeat the cycle.

I thought I can't win this curse at first time ... but bible say God love us eternal and never change . Notice the curse can actually break , I feel like a power can stay passionately forever is worth to seek for . Eternal life ~Equestria and Eternal love ... this three are what I am prayer to him so far .

Going back on God, confuses me. The whole eternal love, is rather something I cannot go any further without knowing what you mean, OZ.

Sorry to say, that this language barrier will remain, unless you wish to continue to discuss this here, until we’re both satisfied. I will still be here, awaiting your reply. Or have something kill me. I am tired by the time I post this... Blah. Zzz