04-23-2019, 10:19 AM
Mostly living day to day. Sometimes I find strength in living life to the fullest and to its end because I know that's what Rainbow would want, so I guess you could say my main motivation would be living life to the best until I'm able to see her. (Although I also have to have a place to wind down for at least a good few hours so I don't go insane) Whenever I feel I'm at my weakest I just think of her and imagine myself cuddling/generally being with her for at least a good thirty minutes to an hour which makes me feel better usually.