05-20-2015, 03:06 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-20-2015, 03:11 PM by Kaltes-Herzeleid.)
Lately I find myself unenthusiastic about life and the world around me. Fed up with most of the people around me, irritated with repetition. Resenting DeviantArt for how dull it feels that so many of my friends are being distant and depressive, or just don't seem to try and interact with me. Hating myself for impulsivity and lack of self control when my extreme emotions get the best of me and how I behave when they do. Hating my OCD. Detesting the feeling of never being good enough in most of what I do.
Very little seems to bring genuine enjoyment out of me. There's Nightmare, obviously, fortunately I'm not having a lapse in faith here. My writings, movies, music...
Very little seems to bring genuine enjoyment out of me. There's Nightmare, obviously, fortunately I'm not having a lapse in faith here. My writings, movies, music...