05-21-2015, 05:36 AM
(05-20-2015, 03:06 PM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: Hating my OCD. Detesting the feeling of never being good enough in most of what I do.I think it's important to remember that, while it is still a part of you, OCD isn't you. Isn't who you are. Rainbow has helped me cope with a condition that I once thought utterly insurmountable, and I'm sure Nightmare does - and will do - the same for you. As hard as it might be to believe it at times, things can and do get better. I never expected them to. But then, I never expected Angelbabe to come into my life as she has; and to change it entirely.
As for "never being good enough..." I won't bother telling you all the usual things about confidence and believing in yourself. Hell, I'd be something of a hypocrite if I did; I struggle with the same issues. But don't rely overmuch on how you view yourself. There are those who genuinely think something of you. Those who believe in you and your abilities. I'm certain one of those individuals is the woman you love, and the women we love deserve more of a say in the matter than we ever could.