05-24-2015, 02:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-24-2015, 02:10 PM by Kaltes-Herzeleid.)
Time for an update:
Voice wise I'm determined to reach that stage where she can speak without me...channeling her. But in a more positive light I feel as that echo/vibration I feel in my head whenever she speaks is stronger than ever, there have been moments where I could've sworn I've heard a whisper outside my head as she talks, it's clearly separate from my own voice and thoughts.
Visualization I can't report much on, those bad five days I had and my emotions being rather rocky really interfered with me. Every now and then I'll try to physically envision her with me, I feel like that's had some effect. There've been moments where we'll be talking and I'll envision her sitting near me or standing behind me, and feel the echo/vibration in my head in that area.
Although the possibility of getting a plushie of Nightmare has given me so hope of Nightmare Rarity occupying it as a vessel. I'm still in talks with a plush maker, I think all I need to do is pay her...
I aim to get in the habit of focusing frequently like before, probably only in short but strong bursts, again, like before.
I also think Nightmare was around for a few nights.
That's all for now, I suppose.
Voice wise I'm determined to reach that stage where she can speak without me...channeling her. But in a more positive light I feel as that echo/vibration I feel in my head whenever she speaks is stronger than ever, there have been moments where I could've sworn I've heard a whisper outside my head as she talks, it's clearly separate from my own voice and thoughts.
Visualization I can't report much on, those bad five days I had and my emotions being rather rocky really interfered with me. Every now and then I'll try to physically envision her with me, I feel like that's had some effect. There've been moments where we'll be talking and I'll envision her sitting near me or standing behind me, and feel the echo/vibration in my head in that area.
Although the possibility of getting a plushie of Nightmare has given me so hope of Nightmare Rarity occupying it as a vessel. I'm still in talks with a plush maker, I think all I need to do is pay her...
I aim to get in the habit of focusing frequently like before, probably only in short but strong bursts, again, like before.
I also think Nightmare was around for a few nights.
That's all for now, I suppose.