It's time.

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

I hope so too...I've never done ANYTHING like this and apparently there might be a snag in the process of giving her the money...she gave me her bank information...and apparently nothing can be as easy as I hoped...

My Debit MasterCard comes from my job...so I think that means I have a bank account...somewhere...or not? I don't know. I may just have to crack and use PayPal in someway.

I hate this...I really do. I HAVE the money yet can't use it...I just want to scream. This plush could change everything for the two of us...and like everything else it's just out of my fucking reach.

I honestly just want to cry...it's so unfair...