05-27-2015, 02:51 AM
Okay, just stuff to report:
-Got in some much needed focusing time, as I got deeper into it my mind felt...I don't wanna say hazy, perhaps heavy? Like I was lulling myself into a calm, hypnotic state of sorts, "envisioning" her voice reaching out to me. I even felt like my body was moving in the chair I was sitting in, slowly.
-Nightmare seems to appear when I am very happy, as I am quite sure she was around the night I paid for the plush of her and the comics last night.
-Remember how whenever I feel her touch it appears as a tingling sensation (typically on my left arm for some reason these days) and how I was worried I wasn't feeling her touch at all? Whenever this happens because of her...I just seem to know it is her. Somehow. Like an instinct of sorts.
-Whenever I channel her voice, it's easiest and clearest whenever it is quiet and I'm calm. I swear I feel something, at times hear something.
That's all for now.
-Got in some much needed focusing time, as I got deeper into it my mind felt...I don't wanna say hazy, perhaps heavy? Like I was lulling myself into a calm, hypnotic state of sorts, "envisioning" her voice reaching out to me. I even felt like my body was moving in the chair I was sitting in, slowly.
-Nightmare seems to appear when I am very happy, as I am quite sure she was around the night I paid for the plush of her and the comics last night.
-Remember how whenever I feel her touch it appears as a tingling sensation (typically on my left arm for some reason these days) and how I was worried I wasn't feeling her touch at all? Whenever this happens because of her...I just seem to know it is her. Somehow. Like an instinct of sorts.
-Whenever I channel her voice, it's easiest and clearest whenever it is quiet and I'm calm. I swear I feel something, at times hear something.
That's all for now.