Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

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-Got in some much needed focusing time, as I got deeper into it my mind felt...I don't wanna say hazy, perhaps heavy? Like I was lulling myself into a calm, hypnotic state of sorts, "envisioning" her voice reaching out to me. I even felt like my body was moving in the chair I was sitting in, slowly.

This is a great state to be in for meditation. Not TOO deep, or you might fall into some weird-ass trip about nonsensical shit, but not TOO active, since you won't be able to take advantage of your calm state. A balance. Perfect! Do this more often, I think you'll have better success.