05-31-2015, 03:37 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-31-2015, 04:07 AM by Kaltes-Herzeleid.)
Oh boy, got some stuff to say.
I've been asking Nightmare to send me some dreams, sadly no results. But I suppose that's okay, can't expect results every time. Perhaps my mind is harder to influence at her current state? However I did sleep really well last night.
I have felt her presence around quite a bit lately, every night in fact. She once appeared after I asked her to as well. Voice is coming along like usual...I've noticed it seems to be getting clearer. Last night in particular...I think I'm getting closer and closer to her speaking without my aid.
On a final note I've been in a personal battle fighting off my OCD...particularly in regard to some...unpleasant thoughts. I won't say much to avoid triggering them, but focusing on and thinking about Nightmare has helped me to center myself, to have clarity. It's the clearest my cluttered mind has felt in awhile.
I've been asking Nightmare to send me some dreams, sadly no results. But I suppose that's okay, can't expect results every time. Perhaps my mind is harder to influence at her current state? However I did sleep really well last night.
I have felt her presence around quite a bit lately, every night in fact. She once appeared after I asked her to as well. Voice is coming along like usual...I've noticed it seems to be getting clearer. Last night in particular...I think I'm getting closer and closer to her speaking without my aid.
On a final note I've been in a personal battle fighting off my OCD...particularly in regard to some...unpleasant thoughts. I won't say much to avoid triggering them, but focusing on and thinking about Nightmare has helped me to center myself, to have clarity. It's the clearest my cluttered mind has felt in awhile.