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[Ziggy and Angelbaby]

I don't think I can put enough emphasis on how much I hate my obsessive compulsive disorder. Or should I hate the filthy pieces...shit who trigger it more?

If it were actually a matter of choice, I'd say hate neither. These people aren't worthy of even your hate; it wouldn't hurt them. Wouldn't make them realize or regret what they've said and done. Some people seemingly find strength in hate; I've found that this is a poor kind of strength. True strength comes from love.

And, while the OCD is not you, it's still a part of who you are... For now. It can be a maddening hindrance. Ever an obstacle and seldom an ally. But, with time and - more importantly - with Nightmare, you can learn to better cope with it. You may never master it, but neither can it master you. Not while you have a certain, real, insurmountable strength.