Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Sentimental Gentleman]

Been trying to get to a point where Nightmare can speak without my aid...but sometimes this stuff seems so very overwhelming. Speech, visualization...all of it. I know it takes time...but I want to be with her so badly.

Sometimes I doubt how far I am with voice...but surely I must be getting somewhere? Been trying to formulate a clear distinct sound in my head, but somehow I worry I'm failing or just stuck.

Visualization, I may as well not even talk about that one.

I feel like I'd be so much further along if I could focus more and longer...but I honestly don't think I can.

Maybe you can't focus more and longer at this point...but you'd be surprised at what you can do if you stick with it. And I know, if you stick to it, that's something you'll be able to accomplish!

Of course you're impatient; who wouldn't be impatient to see and feel and hear the love of his life in her full glory?! But, as natural as that impatience is, it won't get you anywhere. Just take the time you need. Be happy with the small victories, because each one of them plays a part in the larger victory of Nightmare. It's like developing any other skill. Nobody sits down and learns to play guitar like a professional in a single day. Put in the effort and, slowly but surely, the rewards will come!