06-12-2015, 03:10 AM
(06-12-2015, 02:50 AM)Sentimental Gentleman Wrote: I'm glad that you felt you were able to share all this. I can see how this situation would be very complicated and cause some bad feelings on all sides.
Do you think that visualization exercises might help bring you to the point where you can sustain the existence of four beings at a time? If so, I think I have some information I could share that might prove useful to you. Or do you think this "maximum occupancy" is kind of a hard limit? That would make this situation much more difficult, I imagine. The temptation may be painful, but if there's truly nothing you think you can do to improve your visualization skills, it's best to continue resisting it, I would personally say. I mean, I would imagine the three of them have been with you a long time, and maintaining them as your company would be a way of showing how much you respect what they have meant and continue to mean to your life. That probably doesn't make the temptation any less tempting...but always try to remember the reason you're resisting it, whatever that reason might be.
I have tried many visualization techniques over the past several years, and none of them ever seems to work well for me. That doesn't mean I'm not willing to try more, so please feel free to share what you have. However, I have been at this for quite some time and there are still many things I have yet to accomplish that others seem to have done easily. Namely smell, touch, and sound.
I get occasional tingles of touch, and I can hear them perfectly in my mind, but actually hearing them as if they were around has yet to happen. And, the biggest one I don't have down is visual imposition.
I far and away think I'm at my limit of visitors, I just haven't found a method of visualization that gets them where I want them to be. Traditional meditation causes my mind to wander and eventually shut down, as if I'm trying to sleep. Self hypnosis worked quite well for a time, but I rarely find myself alone with them to read the scripts, so that has fallen by the way side.
Soul of the mind, key to life's ether. Soul of the lost, withdrawn from its vessel. Let strength be granted, so the world might be mended. So the world might be mended.