07-15-2015, 08:14 AM
I was going to reply back to you in a message, but thought this might be best to post it here for others to see... I like to think somehow this serve a propose for us... to understand one another and what we need to understand.
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You're what (EquestrianPenguin)? No near twenty years old I believe. I never enjoy saying something I don't understand, but I guess I was flushed out to be caught in the spotlight, and because of that I knew it will cause you to feel some kind of discomfit.
I don't exactly get along with everyone, you might know that, even if I try, it seem to backfire somehow. Anyway, from what you have shared, have conflicted some of my feelings on what and where are you going. To say you're no longer going to be with Spitfire weight my heart so, and I don't know completely on how she feel over the matter. Again you only shared a bit on what you have post, but I am not cruel. I respect what you have done, where I keep my woes with only with Amena (sometimes with Maria). I don't hate you, nor dislike you for what you said. I am just confuse on how both of you are... content? On going, while knowing it will not last like you have plan.
If I had thought that with Amena, it would of drag me into something I am afraid I won't recover well enough... EquestrianPenguin, if you explain more on how you feel, then most likely others will understand well enough. I understand to the point where I don't hold anything against you, but still at a lost on how you two keep going... where I hate to think your love with Spitfire will fade away one day.
Such a nasty thought, that others have may have though of, don't you think?
I still dream of my ex, to feel her bloody touch well enough to think it's the real deal, and where I may lose myself to think she is my girlfriend at the time. When I wake up, I hate myself to accept that I had given in to her in my dream. I curse what we both are having a hard time understanding on what we want. Dream is just a dream, doesn't prove anything, but it does show what we want... I don't want to betray Amena. I've promise I will marry her one day, she even want foals of her own, and I the father. I would like that, no.. I would love that so much then anything else I hold dear.
Anyhow, this site is your home, this community is where we share our most beloved thoughts of our dearest. I will be in the wrong if I mess with that, so if I had upset you from my outburst, then I am truly sorry for acting like that... I still dislike Lurker, but he is useful here, so I will tolerate the little prick.
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You're what (EquestrianPenguin)? No near twenty years old I believe. I never enjoy saying something I don't understand, but I guess I was flushed out to be caught in the spotlight, and because of that I knew it will cause you to feel some kind of discomfit.
I don't exactly get along with everyone, you might know that, even if I try, it seem to backfire somehow. Anyway, from what you have shared, have conflicted some of my feelings on what and where are you going. To say you're no longer going to be with Spitfire weight my heart so, and I don't know completely on how she feel over the matter. Again you only shared a bit on what you have post, but I am not cruel. I respect what you have done, where I keep my woes with only with Amena (sometimes with Maria). I don't hate you, nor dislike you for what you said. I am just confuse on how both of you are... content? On going, while knowing it will not last like you have plan.
If I had thought that with Amena, it would of drag me into something I am afraid I won't recover well enough... EquestrianPenguin, if you explain more on how you feel, then most likely others will understand well enough. I understand to the point where I don't hold anything against you, but still at a lost on how you two keep going... where I hate to think your love with Spitfire will fade away one day.
Such a nasty thought, that others have may have though of, don't you think?
I still dream of my ex, to feel her bloody touch well enough to think it's the real deal, and where I may lose myself to think she is my girlfriend at the time. When I wake up, I hate myself to accept that I had given in to her in my dream. I curse what we both are having a hard time understanding on what we want. Dream is just a dream, doesn't prove anything, but it does show what we want... I don't want to betray Amena. I've promise I will marry her one day, she even want foals of her own, and I the father. I would like that, no.. I would love that so much then anything else I hold dear.
Anyhow, this site is your home, this community is where we share our most beloved thoughts of our dearest. I will be in the wrong if I mess with that, so if I had upset you from my outburst, then I am truly sorry for acting like that... I still dislike Lurker, but he is useful here, so I will tolerate the little prick.