When Worlds Collide

[Sour Soul]

It took a long time to get over the old "this is a girl's cartoon show, for children, adults shouldn't be liking it" thing. I'm glad I finally did, though.

What, you were embarrassed by it?

You're asking me to plumb the depths of my shitty memory, but it's a very fair request.

Sorry, but you did ask us for advise and stuff.

Primarily I used to talk about Twiley a lot (I don't bring her up as much anymore). I also always want to buy stuff with Twilight on it. No joke, I have about 30-40 Twilight plushes along with at least that many figures/toys. That doesn't include artwork I have of her (hanging on my walls, or about to hang on them), household goods with her likeness (towels, blankets, pillows, shower curtain, lamp, clocks, etc.), and probably other stuff too (jewelry, dog tags, cards, car air freshener, wallet). Literally everywhere I turn in my house or car I see Twilight.

MLP CARDS!?



I trade you!

But, the event that probably got her the most upset, was the day she discovered my deviantART gallery and a picture I had uploaded there. It was a crappy Photoshop job I had done of my OC kissing Twilight. It hurt her, I'm afraid, and since then I've shied away from such public displays of my affection.

BINGO, that can tell us a lot, and can help us understand what kind of thing we're dealing.

With that being said, it's not safe to info her that you have feelings with Twilight... Maybe you can ask what if questions, like if she was a pony, which pony does she find attractive... unfortunately their isn't much to choices in stallions. Umm.. This will help you get closer to what she think, with the whole Twilight thing... without raising any alarms. That's my input anyway.

The more I type here, the more I feel like a complete asshole. Maybe there's something wrong with me.

I don't see how, even if this was other way around... hmm.. Lol, I don't find it odd to have so much Twilight merchandise... well... not until I see your room, and I be like. WTF DUDE!

To be clear, yes she lives in the same town as I and we see each other relatively frequently. She is near my age (30s) but is a single child and deals with a lot of drama from her parents. This has kept her from being able to move in with me (she tried about 10 years ago and it nearly ended pretty badly for us both because of her parents' reactions).

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Must been really bad if you two don't live together then. :x

We've talked about marriage, but she's very afraid of commitment. I begin to wonder if we ever will. Kids are out of the question, neither of us want that and if we had kids we'd be in our early 50s before they graduated high school lol.

Hmm, how peculiar... Don't know what to say really.. I hope someone else can give it a go... I don't want to add anything else without knowing bit more... you know.