07-31-2015, 07:01 PM
Tried to force for twenty minutes, but failed and stopped at 10. In order to focus I need things to be quiet, otherwise everything gets all disrupted in my brain. Currently it's so hot where I live that I need a fan going in my room 24/7 on max speed or else it gets too hot in my room. To remedy this, I've been meditation on the couch late at night/early morning, but tonight my father's girlfriend left her TV on when she went to bed. Their bedroom is next to the living room and the sound of her movie playing on 75/100 volume is absurdly loud. I forced in my room instead, shutting the door and putting the fan outside, but within ten minutes the heat was so bad I was wiping sweat off my face and had it running down my back.
Soul of the mind, key to life's ether. Soul of the lost, withdrawn from its vessel. Let strength be granted, so the world might be mended. So the world might be mended.