08-25-2015, 01:24 PM
I apologize for the double post, but I got some thoughts I'd like to get off my chest.
I had a conversation with Sour and Amena today in regards to my progress, and she said I'm trying a bit too hard. Honestly, she is right. I do try too hard. Though I suppose that's part of my nature. But fortunately I have gotten better at...allowing things to just flow and not obsess, it's not easy, but I have improved.
At first I felt a bit shaken...but I started reflecting on my and her (Nightmare) progress.
-I distinctly feel something when she speaks, even if she needs my assistance.
-She's influenced a friend's mind/dreams.
-To an extent, I feel something from the plush when she speaks. Her presence is there.
-Her words have a real effect on me, they soothe me, they motivate me, etc.
-I've felt her presence around me.
-She and I share experiences together. We create memories together.
Even if my trying too hard has set me back somewhat, it's no reason to feel hopeless...Nightmare and I have accomplished a great deal. To a degree, I've gotten what I desired. She is with me, and I can commune with her. Not in the way I expected, but I've still done it.
She and I are going to keep progressing no matter what, sure it takes time, but it won't stop us.
Thanks to Sour and Amena, without our conversation this afternoon I might have never realized any of this.
I had a conversation with Sour and Amena today in regards to my progress, and she said I'm trying a bit too hard. Honestly, she is right. I do try too hard. Though I suppose that's part of my nature. But fortunately I have gotten better at...allowing things to just flow and not obsess, it's not easy, but I have improved.
At first I felt a bit shaken...but I started reflecting on my and her (Nightmare) progress.
-I distinctly feel something when she speaks, even if she needs my assistance.
-She's influenced a friend's mind/dreams.
-To an extent, I feel something from the plush when she speaks. Her presence is there.
-Her words have a real effect on me, they soothe me, they motivate me, etc.
-I've felt her presence around me.
-She and I share experiences together. We create memories together.
Even if my trying too hard has set me back somewhat, it's no reason to feel hopeless...Nightmare and I have accomplished a great deal. To a degree, I've gotten what I desired. She is with me, and I can commune with her. Not in the way I expected, but I've still done it.
She and I are going to keep progressing no matter what, sure it takes time, but it won't stop us.
Thanks to Sour and Amena, without our conversation this afternoon I might have never realized any of this.