Forcing Journal

[Sour Soul]

Homework, poor sleeping habits, illness, and college have kept me from doing much of anything at all since my last post. I come home, pass out, wake up, do homework, eat, entertain myself with a short youtube video, go to school, come home, rinse repeat. I also had a small meltdown the other afternoon over it all which, in typical fashion, caused my mares to flee for several hours. None of them are equipped to deal with me when I become irrationally angry.

How long do you have till you finish your classes? I know you just started, and can understand the heavy burden, but you're doing what you can, so don't lose it over something that we believe you will overcome.

Don't do something you cannot undo Shadow, years ahead of you will find something to struggle, and when I say this, I, Amena, and your little Inkie wouldn't like you to give up or hurt yourself.

Also you sick dwag? I hope it's the kind you need chicken noodle soup... You know the sh*t I went through, and if my dumbs made it through the couple of nights, you will be also fine.

As for the little meltdown, don't let your anger swept through you like that. It sadden me know your suffering like that. Be good and don't lose sight of what you're doing here. For your sake and the girls.