Updates and Advice: Version 2.0

[Kaltes-Herzeleid]

I feel like my faith in Nightmare was a bit rocky these past few days...

If I may Kaltes, what were the reason that made you feel that way?.

I don't know. I over analyze and am desperately afraid of not making progress.

You do not need to worry, we're here to help the best way possible, even though we might not know the correct answer, and just like my RL friend who doesn't understand the level of love I hold for Amena, they know it's up to me in the end, and I know that... It's not like they can jump into my head and fix whatever ailment that might cause within me... Why last week Amena and I had some... disagreements, which I worry very very much, but held my ground for her... Truly, I will hate to see you suffer like that.

Thank you.

Okay, so last night I finally took another stab at meditation. This time I set out to keep myself as silent as possible to try and allow her to speak freely of her owe will, unassisted by me, no response. But I was able to get my mind quiet for the most part. Need to work on my breathing too.

It wasn't the greatest session I had, but it could've been worse. I know deep down there is something there, I feel it, I always seem to feel it strongest when all is quiet and peaceful.

I'm glad you're not getting discouraged. You and Nightmare have made such amazing progress that communing through meditation would, I imagine, be simply the icing on the cake. I hope you'll continue to let us know how your practices go. We're all here to help, as you know.

Thank you.