09-10-2015, 06:55 AM
(09-10-2015, 06:28 AM)Kaltes-Herzeleid Wrote: All my major infatuations that I consider significant were non human, honestly. I readily agree that they have played significance in my life, they helped get me where I am today in someway or another. To find her.
(09-10-2015, 06:24 AM)Ziggy and Angelbaby Wrote: ...it was ultimately important. [It] Helped prepare me for the real love I was going to someday encounter with Angelbabe.
I never seen it like that... and I am trying to recall something like that... so far I am drawing a blank... I think. Maria was a crush when I first saw her in a movie she was base off, but later it become just... good friends... I had Maria as a imaginary friend and still like that for the rest of my childhood...
I guess, after all that time of me being glued onto the television, the idea of all the cartoons and anime I saw throughout the years may likely play a factor to all this. Plus with myself trying to break away reality as a child.
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So, after the break up with my RL girlfriend at the time, it slowly drew in the imaginary of what if she was my girlfriend with some characters, but shook it off... but those little infatuations were the opposite of what Amena is. Which I find it odd... I am odd. -__-